Multitera

@MultiteraTwitch @Mokaruii The stream where she dug herself into a massive hole, and admitted to knowing Sy was cheating ahead of time but stood by and let it happen instead of doing anything meaningful like contact the GF to have matters settled between her and Sy privately behind the scenes.

I saw this post from Bao just now and I am literally speechless. I am shattered. She is mocking the abuse I had to go through. I had to make an hour long video to exposing my trauma of where I was abused because of her comments. I am reposting this again for context, I will for sure want to say more after I wake up: youtube.com/watch?v=lLeJg5… I have ads turned of, if any ads play it’s automated via YouTube. I also have a long post on the quoted thread with more context. Bao, when I was defending men against women who were using your words, your quotes, to harass men I had to face large amount of scrutiny until people saw the harassment for themselves. I was called a grifter, liar, said I should die, a monster, a freak and worse…. Because I told my story about how I was abused and silenced by multiple larger female VTubers. Men came to me hurt, explaining all the horrible stories they had to deal with. I was begging for you care. To have a heart. This is something I went public with during this past week. This happened this week. My life was ruined. I quit twitch for 9 months and still have not fully healed from the pain and mistreatment and trust issues I developed. Women saved me, but not every man has women to save them. Some men’s stories are even worse I’ve heard just this week. There is a major issue with the VTubing world. You could have helped, at any point, but instead you insulting male hair lines and balding and never spoke out. Only added more fuel to the fire which lead to more people like myself being harassed. When we defended ourselves others used your words to keep us silenced even more. Real victims and I hate calling myself that. You could have lead by example and really helped people. That’s all people wanted. That’s all I wanted. To stand up for men I had to share my story, I had to do what I thought was right. I had to cry on camera, relive trauma, I had to be mocked, and harassed by your viewers. I was harassed because of you. If you claim this was just engagement farming and that’s why you never spoke up or speak up for men being abused… if that’s why you let men suffer for the last 10 days…. You made me be harassed for being abused. :( People who watch you used your words harassed me Bao. Then you make a joke of it all and ask for people to buy your tickets and pay you money. Am I talking to a break wall? Am I misunderstanding this? You never condemned this at all? As a means for engagement? Male suffering is a mockery for you to make money? I am so hurt. My abuse was used for you to make money. My story I wasn’t ready to tell that I felt forced to just to support the men out there who have no one. I have actually took the time to hear men out this week. The pain they feel is immeasurable. How invisible they feel is unfathomable. How alone they are, filled me with despair. I did this for the men who are fighting alone: because no one else was. I defended her so many times. Look at every video, look at every post. Every time I gave her the benefit of the doubt even when people hated on me for it and said I should have been meaner, or called her out harder. It seemed like those people were right. Wow. When I wake up tomorrow, I hope there is more context. I spent the day crying lol. I had to tear up love letters from my abuser in front of thousands of people to prove to the VTubing community my abuse happened. The woman who said she loved me, then lied to people and painted me as a freak. And people believed her. Then I got harassed for giving proof I wasn’t. I’m so emotionally drained from this all. I can’t believe this seems like this was just a joke to Bao. I have many words, but I’ll wait until tomorrow to say them. I defended her. I feel like an idiot. I am ashamed. Please when I wake up someone tell me there was more context, or anything. Please. I am too exhausted to double check. I need to sleep it’s 6 am. Please tell me Bao isn’t evil