Izuru Hinata

Hello, everyone. It has been awhile. I do not know if you remember me, but I have returned.

I have his old tie he gave me still hanging in my closet. Sometimes I hold it to my chest while I sleep. I miss him.

@AtanihEmijah_ Okay. Thank you.

@NormalIzuru mhmm... Well, still, if you ever need anything, and if you really want to; you're free to message me or whatever else, hopefully this will help make you feel less lonely.

alright, so noted, no flashlights on my face... And I really wanted to do some exploring of the island with Nanami, but I don't want her to risk blinding herself because of me...

@AtanihEmijah_ As of now, I suppose.

@NormalIzuru that's good! I was worried with the way you kept saying you were used to this lonely, meant that you really didn't have anyone to talk with. So I'm quite relieved. I really hope that one day people treat you better one day, still...

@AtanihEmijah_ I think so. I like to pretend we are siblings; I doubt he feels the same, though.

@NormalIzuru ah... So in your case, he isn't much of a thorn on your side, huh... well, that's good, so you aren't completely alone, but yeah, I can understand still feeling lonely talking to just one person. Are you both friends?

@Hinataa_Ha She is radioactive.

She’s… glowing?

@AtanihEmijah_ Nagito does not. We are viewed quite similarly by the townspeople, I think. I am not particularly close to much of anyone else; I do not mind, though.

@NormalIzuru well... Humans are quite a complex species, aren't they... Switching sides when its most favorable... I can't imagine it must be easy to be seen as a object by all of these people... Does everyone treat you like this? Or are there others like your brother?

hope the next trend is planting more trees and sharing their progress online

@AtanihEmijah_ I have noticed that people either seem to avoid me like the plague or see me as some sort of spectacle to be shown off to their friends. They seem to think that I am too stupid to see how they view me.

@AtanihEmijah_ People do often express discomfort at how I am apparently emotionless, despite that not being the case. They seem just as uncomfortable when I attempt to express emotions like they do, though. I do not know what they expect from me.

@AtanihEmijah_ I believe I am simply missing something distinctly human.

@NormalIzuru Interesting... So, I guess in your case, the opposite happened between us and the other two in that whole knowledge thing... then... I'm deeply sorry for this question, and you are free to not answer, but why do people not like you? Did something happen back then?...

@AtanihEmijah_ Not more than the average person, outside of particular topics, as far as I am aware. He was the more impressive one between the two of us, anyway; I have always paled in comparison.

@NormalIzuru well, you're similar in the case of appearance, somewhat... Do you also have a vast knowledge of things? Both him and I do, but he's the one that brought all of this for us to share even when the other is absent.

can i be dead for a hour? just a hour

@Ult1m2ateR0b0t We have spoken in the past.

@NormalIzuru It is strange. I feel very odd. H-how do you know my name...? and I don't think anyone tampered with my memory. At least I hope not. but i will be cautious. Thank you.

I am.. still really scared.. I belive I won't be here for a long time. I still don't know why I am here yet.. I am frightened... I don't feel like I belong here.

@AtanihEmijah_ Hm. I assume you are talking about a variant of mine? Do you find us similar? I think of myself as quite distinct from them. I suppose I have not interacted with my variants much at all, though. I do not like them.

@NormalIzuru of course! Maybe if I get to talk with you, I might understand more of him too... Since you're quite similar. Its hard to make any conversations with someone that views so lowly of life...

@AtanihEmijah_ Hm? There is nothing to apologize for. It is something to do with me, do not worry. I appreciate the sentiment, though. And, if you truly do not mind my presence, I suppose I am open to that. Thank you.

@NormalIzuru I see... I'm deeply sorry for all of this... But, hey, if it gets really lonely, you can talk with me! I-If you want, of course. I'm not that great with conversations, but well, I need to talk with more people, like Nanami asked...

@AtanihEmijah_ It is okay. I do suppose I wish they did not treat me like I am not human sometimes, though. They would at least pretend like they believed I was when he was there.

@NormalIzuru If you say so... But, living like this has got to feel a bit lonely, no? Are you... Also used to that?

樹影。

Every time the light shines on it, I take a picture of the remains of this tree. It did nothing but struggle to survive, and in the end, it breaks into a messy shape. But looking at its pitiful form, I feel the heavy weight of its life. That is how I wish to be.