Aki

Finally my ✮ shedtwt intro ✮ ⋆.𐙚 ̊ Aki 𐙚 ̊.⋆ ✮⋆˙ 18 ˙⋆✮ ❥ Sw: 65kg ❥ Gw: 52kg ❥ ugw: 50kg ❤︎︎ Bmi 19.6 ❤︎︎ (Pic not mine ofc)

@eternallyevii People saying this is wrong and I get it but chances are if the calories weren’t marked out like this he’d likely be too anxious about how many cals are in the meal and then simply wouldn’t eat at all

packing lunch for my equally disordered fiancé 😭

@miistynova A lot of our Asian foods aren’t really Asian foods as when Asian people first started coming to Britain we didn’t have the same ingredients they would’ve had in Asia so they made do with what we did have to make things like this

@aposikenedos 1kg last I checked but I binged and I’m not afraid to weigh myself-

what’s your cw vs your ugw difference in lbs/kgs? drop the gap

Am I being paranoid? So my mum recently noticed I lost weight (mind you I’m not underweight) and asked me if I was eating, then she made me a batch of dinners cause I asked her too but now I’m paranoid that she’s done something to give it more cals cause of the weight comment

@orbitchews Definitely rip that peace off just for like- safety cause it is a bodily fluid and if your teacher asks you can just say it got ripped or that you got a nose bleed while you were doing the work

Got my blood on my schoolwork that I have to turn in tomorrow, tried to wipe it off and it made it worse. What do I do in this situation

@_lonelygift It won’t especially just one day, it might temporarily seem like you’ve gained if you weigh yourself directly after obviously but that’s bc the food would still be in you and have weight to it until it digests. But in short no you won’t gain

someone tell me a metab day won't make me gain weight please

@dietbea827 Haven’t stolen clothes but I’ve had them leave the tag before, we just borrowed a really strong magnet from my neighbor and it came off

I KNOW SOME OF YALL GOTTA BE BORROWING CLOTHES PLSSS HOW DO I GET THIS OFF I BOUGHT THESE BUT THEY DIDNT TAKE THE THINGY OFFF

@berryscalss I have painkillers that are meant to be taken after food, they’re for cramps, took them without food once and I will never do that again bc they made my cramps like 10x worse bc of it- only for like 10 minutes but still

what exactly are the consequences of taking meds that youre supposed to take with food without food?

@konhopie 0.95kg- I’m so afraid I’m gonna ruin if before I can get there

#edtwt how far are you from your gw? its 13kg for me

@edstrawbaby Report her, that’s incredibly unprofessional and she shouldn’t be a therapist if the topics that come up in therapy are going to trigger her

my therapist told me i triggered her :(((( wtf do i do ab that

@peanutbustr Lowkey why I’ve switched apps to the white instead of green- bc the white one is still the same

the fact bmi 17 isnt considered uw anymore is going to kill me and i mean it

@diaryofjadee I feel like it depends- if I was in a situation where I consistently had access to plenty food then I’d still be worried about cals but if I’m not coming across anything edible for days or weeks at a time I wouldn’t care bc by the time I find the next lot I prob worked it off

edtwt … do you GENUINELY believe that your eating disorder would persist if we were in a post apocalyptic world… bc i can’t imagine NOT focusing on my intake but at the same time there are bigger fish to fry…also i’m talking like tlou apocalypse

So my mum hasn’t been at home for a bit and was round today and was like “What have you been eating why do we still have so much food” and “You look like you’ve lost weight.” What do I even do- do we think she’s suspicious? I do have a family member who had an ed so

Ok I’m fr back this time- I’m solidly bmi 18s

Nvm 🫩

Guess who just hit BMI 18s 😛

@angeleviee I mean it depends- if she doesn’t know/isn’t at all suspicious about a potential ed then it’s pretty easy to brush off as wanting to work out and track your weight for muscle gain/staying healthy but if she DOES know/is suspicious then I fear you might be cooked

@layniesapples I like both but bourbon creams bc custard creams get sickening really quick for me for some reason

@sillyedbadu Unlikely, you’d probably just become severely dehydrated and be sent to a hospital where you’d be forced to eat a normal amount of food so it’d actually have the opposite effect of what you want

@PaperDecay what if i get food poisoning and i lose like 20 pounds

is this safe to eat or will it take me out

@x0xo_m4ya Stone me if you must but that doesn’t actually look that bad to me- looks like a dense brownie

does it really look that bad😭😭

@elstragedies It’s almost like eating disorders are eating DISORDERS and therefor are partnered by illogical thinking as well as often times partnered with depression or generally bad mental health 💀

oh brother