told him to text me when hes otw home so we can call if im still awake.. not gna tell him im crying n abt to have a panic attack bc i dont wna ruin his fun but i just need to hear his voice
i need to wake up for work in less than 6 hours n im opening AND closing but i literally cannot sleep like every time im close to falling asleep i start panicking abt a new thing n it gives me sm stress n adrenaline that im wide awake again
im lit crying trying to sleep but im so fucking anxious n scared n i feel like im gna have a panic attack n i wna call my ex bc he always makes me feel better w this stuff but hes out drinking w his friends n i dont wna ruin his night