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i need to hang up signs on all walls reminding me that suicidal thoughts that happen after 9pm cant be trusted because why did i spend most of the night crying thinking it's over it's over its over things will never be okay again and then woke up and it's a normal regular tuesday

@iiungwon 😟❤️ wish you didn't have to relate but at least we're together in this

@dazedance why are you so me

my mental state would probably benefit from me being in a relationship not bc id receive constant love and support from my partner but bc id have to perform 24/7 (as to not scare/weird them out) and get rid of some of my bad habits in the process

@longestmeowever i voted but they just straight up ignored it hpihhkgk

@sunspiracies this only happens if you're using it when it's not available in your country so most people are safe 😭😭

@dazedance WHAT i didnt know they could ban a spotify account??????? Why

my spotify account getting banned is the final nail in the coffin god take me im ready

@employmentdevil spotify is banned in my country so my acc was based elsewhere which is not allowed and after 4 years they finally caught me 🫩

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thank you.

but seriously how does living with your partner work when you only have unhealthy coping mechanisms like if you had a difficult day and reallyyy need to cut or something do you do it in secret (cruel and unfair) or do you Inform them (also cruel and unfair)

the downside is that you cant do it forever so id eventually snap and end up in a mental institution

gymbros trying to explain mushrooms: imagine meat

immediately burst into tears when the song started playing because i got flashbacks to the girl i was in love with when i listened to it a lot sunghoon please be more mindful of your pathetic lesbian fans...

took a bath so hot and long it could be classified as a suicide attempt

@samyeouoppa the best worst thing that's ever happened ❤️

@dazedance tb is just like that <3

my most reread piece of writing is the wikipedia article on tuberculosis

i feel soo sooo horrible today

self-harm is kind of like when you fail an important exam and then get bitten by a dog 10 minutes later like the exam issue is still there but now you're bleeding and need a rabies shot so you have more pressing concerns

i've gotten really good at pretending i don't care that i'll never experience love and being someone's priority/favorite person ❤️ [<- guy who's slipping into psychosis]

yes the best and most heartbreaking song about gender dysphoria was released by morrissey, it is what it is open.spotify.com/track/0juuC9L6…