lifes been vey weird lately but also very humbling, ykwim? im constantly seeing people get what ive been praying for months, maybe years. And while i know every thing has its own time and i do have tawakul, it just kinda sad. things at home keep getting messed up. idk how long
i rmr how first semester seemed like a never ending nightmare.
currently in my last semester, graduating in a few months if everything goes well, probably clinically depressed.
but we ball right
apologising to them really feels like that they think keh they deserved the apology. I don't think they did. I wouldn't have done it if it was not for this strong intuition that i had. But maybe, only maybe, this is a part of the process