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@devouriings



i'm restless and harsh and despairing. although i do have love inside me. i just don't know how to use love. sometimes it tears at my flesh, like barbs.

presses a short kiss to the palm of his hand ( not something he does often, but there are rare exceptions ) releases it slowly and withdraws, leaning back. โ... an old impulse. sorry.โ


you know you know you know , great . now go away โโ I did it , without you or mom , I don't need you . go away . ใ he's not looking at his brother , he's even turning away completely from the other . ใ

I've learned not to be difficult . ใ sad eyes meeting the other . cigarette now abandoned between his fingers . ใ she was my mum , too , you know . she and you were the only person I ever loved me and you abandoned me both . ใ he's throwing the cigarette to the ground , gritting it teeth . ใ Alexei hated me so much . I could have needed you . but you weren't there .

you tricked me . / tricked you ? no , i saved you .

why was he even sharing all of this with this guy .แฃ shit . he's way too charismatic . โย is this an interrogation .แฃ โ


โ through the area. โGood morning. You are not Ilya.โ @ICEDFOCUS

the immediate warmth upon the nape of his neck makes him feel SICK . how embarrassing . โ I'm trying to find a new placement .ย โ

โย I can only move on , right .แฃ dwelling on it just really pisses me off . โ

his shoulders slumped softly before being forced back to straighten his back and stand tall . โย I got over it . โ

โโโ โ โ yes, of course. i've heard a little. โ he responds. โ so are you like a rock star .แฃ โ โโโ โ


โโโ โ โ ohโโ that's cool. what kind of music do you make .แฃ โ he was curious. โโโ โ

that's good. ... watches. ever so slightly concerned.




