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@IsometricsCODM ikr :') good times

@fearaxis Imposible don’t cry watching this map 🥺❤️

i grew up here

@ITzFrostBow damn yea their community engagement was p nice, esp with that whole website they set up where they wrote articles about players/clans.. unfort it no longer exists

@fearaxis Who remembers Devs vs content creators 😭😭😭 TPHX ;( 😭 good old days

@ParticleEdits aaa gotchu haha dog days was def one of my favs too, spawn traps were so fun there

@ParticleEdits block or bust >:)

@stkproxy scramble and alert were in consideration hehe but i was only a filthy casual before mc4 came out

@firecockmika i fuckin loved landfall but for some reason lobbies there always felt more laggy for me

@fearaxis i prolly grew up here, id be hosting landfall barebone 8 player ffas all the time bruh

saw a thread of "grew up here"s on my personal acc but no one i know irl has any clue about mc so here i am haha

unfort that means i have to cringe at my mid-puberty voice memo in the intro every time but it's all worth it

will there ever be a year where i don't watch fear tt3 and faze 1mil at some point? doesnt seem like thats gonna happen for a while lol

one of my most favorite songs ever :')

oh my fucking god clams casino's "im god" is on fucking spotify it's been almost ten fucking years. holy shit

@ElysiumFear hey you too man, if ur feeling down u can always hit me up <3

@fearaxis For sure bro, life can be a piece of shit. Ever wanna chat just shoot me a message🙏🏿

hope everyone's feeling ok! lately ive been kinda lost and sad but smash and Nier have been helping me feel a bit better. Watched some old FeaR and faze vids recently - every once in a while i'm drawn back to them lol. Also been listening to a lotta skrux and rameses b

@ElysiumFear i run/play basketball sometimes, although there are times im too sad to play for very long :// but i agree it can be fun esp with a nice shower afterwards lol. And also thx for saying all this, it means a lot <3

@fearaxis bro I feel you❤️...just keep going times will get better...do you do sport? I find exercise to be very fulfilling especially once u get really into it. Running, lifting, or any other sport are all great.

@ElysiumFear ehh well a lotta things but mostly me being rly self-deprecating + not seeing much value, if any, in myself. Been tryna find something i rly enjoy and could turn into a job after college (just so i can find some sense of purpose + get away from my family) but havent succeeded :/

@fearaxis bruh why u not okay? ❤️

@NexoLV means a lot, thanks <3 if ur ever feeling rly lonely pls feel free to hmu and talk

man "open window" will always be one of my favorite songs ever

there’s a certain feeling of home whenever i play an FPS, it’s weird

lol just thought about how i would play like shit during a match and the solution would be to thoroughly wash my hands with soap so that they glided smoother on my screen. Washed hands = god mode