Jam 🍓 •.*

If narcissists are committed to destroying their target covertly as those in prison for murder.. is my mom gonna kill me for having dreams I try to achieve?

When I purged I only maintained my weight, but when I didn't purge I lost weight.. but when I starve my brain can't shut up so I binge loads and purge and maintain the weight... like what is this logic brah? My ed lowkey a scamming me 💔

My mom is so jealous I lost more weight than her... kinda sad that she competes w me :/

@calorilyn The food came out without trying to as I coughed, made me nauseous and wanted to get everything out so I did.

what triggered your guys’ most recent relapse ??

Day 2. Relapsed. I'm back and better baby.

even as a child i knew i wanted a cigarette

Men🤢

Getting my shit together.

remembering when the bouncer searched my bag and went “oh”

@dedgirlwalking0 When sumn in highschool told me I got TWO JUPITERS for ass cheeks😭😭😭

what triggered you to start losing weight?

Wow okay.. I ate a good meal today. I went on TikTok and saw fat people eating on my fyp.. I might relapse not even a day in I'm afraid😭

Wanting to rebuild my life completely rn. It's gonna be hard to redo 2 years of wrecking.

@eueuedd Dude Al baik is goated as fffuckkk

4cals , i made it by myself

Hello everyone. After almost 2 years of this hell. I'm going to attempt for the 5th time to recover from purging. Wish me luck. I'll also log off for a bit. I'll return to update once in a while.

This is how i feel when trying to be feminine

@yuhacal I think it's fine when you're a proper adult. Like 20+, if you're in your teens you shudnt rly pursue it all cuz yall are still maturing and all. Personally id prefer some older than me by like 1 to 4 years max ngl.

random question how do u guys feel abt the “ -2 / +2 ” age gap ? i wont judge smb else but im turning 17 this year and i cant see myself batting an eye at a 15 yr old idk 😭

hunger pains vs being full🫩

@adoreyeyo I got raped (COCSA) when I was 10-11 and don't realise it was rape until I turned 17.

can we all start dropping random lore under this post, i’m bored 💔 i’ll go first: i got pregnant at 13 (non-consensually) and had to get an abortion 🙂‍↕️

@aposikenedos But my bmi does 🫩🙏

I don't want to be called an attention seeker for finally being vulnerable. It's the eyes, everyone's watching me as I cry, so I don't. I'll keep it to myself and hope that someday, when it's not an option to refuse me, I'll get an ear that will listen and not eyes, at most.