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why is everyone always so hostile to those that use gel instead of injections as if it’s not the same substance we’re using

telling people online i have to diy gel because if i use needles i will have severe panic attacks due to my past as a trafficking victim and being forcefully injected with sedatives & other drugs and every single reply to the post is some variant of “just get over ur trauma”

what do i do

i wish things were easier. i wish i could’ve at least given her one last hug. i really at the end of the day just hope she’s found peace finally, even if her peace was leaving this world behind.

margie’s favorite thing in the whole world, admittedly due to my influence as a kid, was my little pony. i remember trick or treating with her at age 8 while she dressed as her favorite character, trixie. i really don’t think ill ever see trixie the same way again.

margie was the sweetest, most compassionate friend i’d ever known. she was smart & understanding. she loved hanging out & having a good time. she was always ready to help anyone who needed it. my only regret is that i couldn’t help her.

i would like to apologize if my posts become more erratic on here but i’ve just learned that a childhood friend of mine, margie, has taken her own life.

reddit said i got scammed but reddit is full of haters. but now im a bit worried.

the majority of people who call for gender abolition actually just hate the concept of medical transition. they don't understand that we do actually need it, it's not like lipstick or something.

Fwiw “you need to dysphoria to be trans” will unavoidably be transmedicalist so long as doctors have the power to grant, and more importantly deny, dysphoria diagnoses, but it’s important that people understand it’s the latter part thats the primary cause of harm

i must have a huge sign above my head that says treat me like shit

this is what happens when u get forcibly drugged as a kid btw u get scared to do literal gender affirming care to benefit urself and save ur own life 😭

the hrt guides i’ve read recommend 50mg to start with t and to gradually increase if needed which is what im planning but thats about the extent of it

i’m scared of drawing blood so i’m just gonna rawdawg my levels

109 for 42 packets really isn’t bad thank you online indian pharmacy

just got the email that my diy t gel is shipping!!!!!!!! it should be here in like 15-22 days it says

@lemoncholia__ please stay safe ❤️‍🩹 we’re all worried about you

They found everything! Good bye :]

Weed used to make u laugh like SpongeBob now u get False Memories