࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎

⋆꙳•̩̩͙❅*̩̩͙‧͙ #shedtwt intro ˚｡⋆ ╭ ꧁⎝ 𓆩༺✧༻𓆪 ⎠꧂ ⤷ 17 (08) ⤷ she/her ⤷ ocd/anorexic ⤷ 162cm ⤷ cw: 38kg ugw: 25kg‧₊˚ 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ ♡/⟳ 2 b moots || ifb!! ͙˚₊⋆

oomfies can you guys give me random cal limits and ill put it in a jar and pick one out everyday 👀👀

@xXdedblubirdXx I GAINED 6kg TOO so humbling to see what difference that can make 💔💔

@messf4iry that's what led me to relapse low-key, like I gained 6kg AND I could see the difference

saw the weight gain on my body instead of just on the scale!!

first day back at schl since jan 🥺🥺❤️‍🩹

maybe i shldnt have had a bum load of laxatives the day before i start schl again…

laxatives + period shits really isn’t a smart combo…

last binge before the great may lock in 🥺🥺

@candiedphoenix i’m determined to make these joggers live ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 they’re my favourite pair ☹️

@messf4iry may those joggers rest in peace

i’m sat down. i started my period. i’m wearing light grey joggers.

son…😭😭😭😭

walking home from the mall bc i ate this bs 🫩

my drink spilled all over the new clothes i just bought end me rn

always eating a fucking burger 🫩 it’s okay it’s omad

how the fuck did i forget to weigh myself this morning

i cldnt resist buying m&s cookies…do i eat them now and jst live off of zero cal drinks the rest of the day 🤔🤔

edtwt while i’m sat in the food court no i do not care 🥺🥺❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

school meeting in less than 2hrs wish me luck guys 😣😣

does anyone else feel embarrassed after they cry cause uhh that’s exactly how i feel rn 😂😂😂✌️✌️

@bluulightsss goodnight!!

Goodngiht everyone i feel ill and i am tired i hope tomorrow is good!

i finally decided to look through my little ed journal and holy shit u can literally see me spiral into fucking madness it started out so cute and now it’s literal scribbles and curse words abt me being fat bye whooo gave me a pen 😭😭