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How I feel after ghosting all of my irls to rot further on edtwt and get high all day

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i feel like a horrible person i dont deserve anybodys love or care or even their attention

very often i relapse and blame it on impulse but i think i sometimes gaslight myself into believing its impulse bc “oh well i couldnt help it”

btw the other night i spaced out for a solid 30 min and when i snapped back to i realized i had been very meticulously thinking about how i could hang myself with the noose i have burried somewhere in my closet

i wsnt to relapse but j dont want people ti be mad at me

i wish somebody would cut me and make me go deeper and call me pathetic and a poser for not being able to go deeper on my own

i feel fucking pathetic for wanting to relapse bc of this but also i feel like i deserve it

also scared that its mad at me but idk what to do or how to approach it im genuinely freaking out

im so fucking worried about my best friend and i feel like i cant help at all i feel so fucking useless i genuinely dont know what id do without it

CAN I FUCKING KILL MYSELF ALREADY OH MY GODDD BRUH

meow

get rid of those ai slop "shows" and bring back gacha life mini movies. the planet needs them

@Loving__Wren dude im so sorry :(

Bf tried to help with brushing my Miku wig and genuinely destroyed it so bad it can't be fixed

"escucha música para evitar cortarte" yo escuchando música mientras me corto

what more could a guy need

"stop cutting for me" hm "Cut for me-"

fucking goals

BREAKING: Ancient statue of God discovered in Japan.