༉‧ ☠︎︎ 𝟏𝟕 ₓ ᵧₑₐᵣₛ

last night i dreamt that you were beside me and that everything was perfect and nothing would ever go wrong again———but when i woke up sweating, i felt something shatter deep inside me.

you were my home， mother. i had no home but you.

⁣　　 𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔱𝔯𝔞𝔤𝔢𝔡𝔶 𝔦𝔰 𝔫𝔬𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔡𝔦𝔢, 𝔟𝔲𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔟𝔢 𝖜𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖉 ⁣

⠀⠀ㅤ 𝐄𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚈⠀⠀𝚂𝙻𝙰𝚈𝙴𝚁⠀⠀𝙷𝙰𝚂 ⠀⠀⠀ㅤ𝐀⠀𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇⠀𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀if memories could 𝒃𝒍𝒆𝒆𝒅 , if dreams could 𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎

i yearned for you as if you were my sunshine. you were my song， though i was never your rhyme.

last night i dreamt that you were beside me and that everything was perfect and nothing would ever go wrong again———but when i woke up sweating, i felt something shatter deep inside me.