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i've seen the 2nd vid posted here multiple times and i get it more now wow

Once I reach my gw I won’t say it but there would be signs

me trying to find a postion where i look skinny and a bone pops out

me when i hear “ starving yourself will — ” and it’s anything but the word skinny

type of shit i eat when i hit a new lw and ruin the whole progress

⤷ sad because im fat ⤷ eats to cope with the sadness ⤷????

How it feels surviving on 400 calories, 5 hours of sleep while everyone is pissing you off and you're trying not to snap at everyone

feeling fat in tight clothes vs feeling fat in oversized clothes

me trying to sneak in on #edtwt with my bmi

eating like a normal person feels like a binge now.

everyone is so fucking skinny, like ana skinny. it’s unbelievably triggering

Saying no to food thats being offered to you should burn a thousand calories

when i look at old photos of myself when i thought i was fat but now im actually fat

THERE WILL BE NO BINGE CYCLES IN APRIL

before & after