lucid

the intro to this gaeteolz edit…. just k1ll me now

Matthew :"Now when i come back to dorm, i just cant find Ricky anymore..." (long silent) "I really miss him so much, I miss Ricky a lot" Ricky : "I also miss you so much, i will make sure to come by to your dorm as much as i can."

his hao hyung and his gyuvin hyung…the way he’s hugging them so tightly and sobbing into their shoulder…he loves them so much it feels like my heart is being shredded into pieces

Gyuvin's and Gunwook's first hug as Zerobaseone...and their last hug as Zerobaseone...🥺

[x.com/piii_222/statu…] because it’s officially march 15… 😵‍💫 🦌🐶 ah our group… i’ve thought about this since 3 months ago. we’re a temporary group with a fixed contract period, but at the start, we talked about ‘eternity,’ and at the end we talked about ‘a lifetime.’ i thought we only talked about ideals and i felt so so sorry. it wasn’t just the company’s ideas, but i myself wanted to say those things too. thank you so much, for believing us, for denying that it’s not [temporary], and for accepting us/taking us [as we are], thank you so so much.

gyuvin’s last ilys in different languages on pc live…

gyuvin is full on crying on his live right now…

At the end of ‘Not Alone’ gyuvin and gunwook looked at each other and went ☹️☹️ ☹️☹️ it's actually sooo over for me

★ RUDE! - #걵쟝 - 들어보세요 ★

everyday I feel ok about disbandment and then the next day I’m absolutely crushed on the ground and then repeat

gyuvin thinks so much for his fans that he’s torn between updating them or not bc he feels like the fact that he’s communicating too much before made the absence period cruel for fans… till the very end he said he couldn’t bring his heart to tell fans to wait for him…

rather than thinking that there are no plans for gyuvin’s future (he’s expressed his desire and certainty to stay on stage, even saying that he’d want to d*e on stage), take this reflection as his way of understanding the burden that fans may feel about waiting in general, even if there’s objectively a lot of things to look forward to from him. gyuvin shows up on music core weekly, posts multiple challenges to fill up the blank space his plus chat restriction has left, and he still feels the need to apologize for making fans wait because he KNOWS he’s been more present in the past and it hurts him that he can’t be as present anymore — regardless of how sufficient if not abundant his alternative ways of reaching us have been. even if he apologizes for seemingly “lacking” or unable to repay the love he receives, any fan of his would understand that he’s almost always only sorry for not doing the most, as compared to being sorry for not doing anything at all.

Woah...late night text from Gunwook🥺 🧸: Today, since I was surrounded by Zerose, and cried and laughed together, many moments flashed through my mind rapidly*. Honestly, since we still have the Korean concert, I didn't think it'd hit me like this but the emotions +++ (1/2)

guys i cant stop thinking about gyuvin saying “until liking me doesnt feel like a sin” because its such a serious thing to say. my dear WHAT do you mean oh my god what ideas did these companies put in your head… its so, SO worthy loving you already gyuvin :((

gyuvin said he wouldn’t ask fans to wait… because the responsibility of those words are too heavy…

Gyuvin just spilled EVERYTHING he’s been wanting to say on live 😭 🐶: on +chat, I got many painful replies like “I’m sorry i started liking you so late”, “I only need you” & “I need more time”, seeing all the different emotions & word choices broke my heart. Although it’s just

“i asked you to wait, but while reading your replies, i felt so scared and sorry due to my sense of responsibility. since i used to contact you more often, i felt like i was making it harder for you.-

🐱 let’s show them what we got yay… 🐣 (the vibes) is a little sad though? 🐱 that’s right, it Is sad CAN YOU GUYS NOT 😭😭😭😭😭