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Rape Survivor Autistic Poet ✍️✨️
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Rape Survivor Autistic Poet ✍️✨️
@Autisticmindz
Autistic writer | before/after trauma poetry | abolitionist feminist | Silence is not consent | #vss365 #vss #bravewrite #poetry #writingcommunity #vsshorror
hope because sobriety 🙏 Sumali Ekim 2021
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I am not here to compete with anyone’s perception.
I am here because I am still becoming
and nothing about that is waiting for approval.
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Not louder.
Stronger.
Clearer.
And I don’t need to announce it
for it to be true.
I feel it in the way I stand back up
even after everything tried to keep me low.
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I do not negotiate my reality
with people committed to misunderstanding it.
I do not pause my becoming
for those still invested in my stillness.
There is something in me
that does not bend the way it used to.
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There were times I was made to shrink
to doubt my own knowing
to second-guess what I felt in my own body.
That version of me is not leading anymore.
Now I move differently.
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It is instinct now.
It is backbone.
It is breath that refuses to collapse
just because something heavy enters the room.
Every day I choose myself again
not as a statement
but as a pattern that cannot be undone.
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I am rising
and it is not gentle anymore.
It is not something I ask permission for
or explain in soft edges
so it makes others comfortable.
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Not to judge it.
Not to measure it.
Just because my direction
is forward.
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Growth is not a competition I entered.
It is something I am living through
with my own breath
my own timing
my own becoming.
And I leave what is not mine
where it is.
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I notice when I try to look sideways
to check where others are
and I return instead
to where I am going.
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There is a movement in me now
that does not wait for permission
or comparison
or approval from voices outside my own becoming.
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I am rising.
Not in bursts that need announcing,
not in ways that ask to be measured
against anyone else’s pace.
Every day.
Every second.
Even in the quiet parts
no one sees.
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Some narratives don’t need defending
they only need to be left untouched
by people who were never part of them.
And I do exactly that.
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There is a quiet strength in that
not explaining myself endlessly
not chasing correction
not bargaining for basic recognition.
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I just keep my footing
in what I know from the inside
where no outside interpretation can reach.
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Between being heard
and being handled.
So I no longer lean in
to rooms where my reality is treated
like it needs approval to exist.
I don’t raise my voice to be believed
by those committed to not hearing.
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They gather certainty
the way some people gather noise
and call it truth.
But I have learned the difference
between being questioned
and being examined without care.
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I don’t argue with distortion anymore
I simply step out of its reach.
There are people who speak loudly
about things they have never lived
as if repetition can replace understanding.
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But still
the truth remains where it started
in the person who lived it
in the body that carries it
in the voice that refuses to disappear completely.
And no one else gets to take that away.
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It is a sad thing
when someone’s honesty is treated like an invitation
to harm them further.
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But no amount of noise
can undo what was lived.
No reinterpretation
can erase the truth of a nervous system
that remembers what happened
even when others choose not to believe it.
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