𝐝𝐨𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞

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//I shut down and cried.... there goes asking... He asked if I'd be fine and I just said yeah bc I'm so done, it's ome thing after the other. Maybe I should just give myself a concussion. I already have memory problems what's the worst that can happen SLASH JAY. SLASH JAY.

// I'm going to start tweaking , I can't speak. This is why I hate call appointments because I can't do anything if I can't speak ...

// talking to therapist today... Hoping I get a yes or no on if inpatient is better. I keep getting cold feet about possibly being denied because unlike my other episodes I don't think I'm as suicidal as last year,

Hey guys, reminder that the ceasefire ends TOMORROW!! Please don't forget about West Asia, while for most of you this is just geopolitics, for us it's our lives!!! :(

This dude....

Half not here mentally and this....crosses my feed

@realclownschool Well, Dazai-san seemed to like it so I figured I'd try

@ChazukeLover i didn't know it was popular in japan! i was wondering what the youth are up to these days!!!

горілка

@realclownschool Uh. Well...it's been a while since really had fun,, Sometime I'll play Roblox as a distraction?

@ChazukeLover not unsettling—BOOOOORIIIING! what do you do for fun?

@realclownschool Very,, unsettling for sure.

@ChazukeLover wehh... well, i suppose that it isn't THAT fun... you would think that people would blow up all big and round like a balloon, but no! just ruptured lungs. sad!

// waiting for text from irl so I can go to urgent care or something so this infection doesn't drive me insaneee

@realclownschool Not... involving anyone inflating anyones body...

@ChazukeLover i'm starting to think that you don't even WANT to see a balloon man!!!!!

ᅠ ᅠ ( 𝐈𝐈𝐈 ) ─ ✧ ׅ⠀ 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 ۟ ׅ ͡ 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝓑𝔢͟𝔞͟𝔲͟𝔱͟𝔦͟𝔣͟𝔲͟𝔩 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝓥𝘶͟𝘭͟𝘯͟𝘦͟𝘳͟𝘢͟𝘣͟𝘭͟𝘦, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐏𝔬͟𝔴͟𝔢͟𝔯 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐒𝔲͟𝔠͟𝔠͟𝔢͟𝔰͟𝔰 ᅠ ᅠ

@realclownschool Oops.

@ChazukeLover [ah.] MY TUBE!!!!!!!

he’s so dumb and pathetic i need to ride him until he’s crying

// I got side tracked from stress.... Really... thinking about psych ward trip....past like four or five days have been REALLY getting me

// I'm being stolen to play dandy's world...

@realclownschool ( ....just gonna.... Pokes hole in pump with a claw. )

@ChazukeLover NOOOO TAKEBACKSIES!!! [on it goes!]

// ...I may need to go to the hospital...but I don't want to ask the neighbors in case it's not an emergency I think...the infection is getting worse and my anxiety is like "it's going to kill you" Brain you aren't helping here