i'd never blame dean for anything ever because imagine being so small yourself and you have the life of your brother in your hands who's even smaller than you. and for some reason every force in the universe is out to get him. i'd also be a resource guarding dog about it
@captncunty LMAO this is an honour but i'm a fraud. i know so little about everything to the point i can still lie to myself like "omg didn't see that coming" (actually knew like the half of it)
if sam and dean were in a saw trap sam would die first and dean would find a way to kill himself but the twist would be
a) sam's not actually dead but now dean is
b) sam's dead and dean's test is revealed to be forced to live with that. he's trapped and unable to kill himself
@yuricomer it's a responsibility of mine to get better and learn to live with it (mental illness in general) for myself because like. i wasn't always as lucky as i am now. i didn't always have these resources. that's also another reason why dean is so dear to me
@yuricomer i see it more as. okay i know i have this thing. i have a support system and a therapist and all the resources in the world to do research on it and know and understand more about it. so it's for myself. not making it other people's problem's a bonus lol also the last part. yeah.
@yuricomer it's actually really sweet that you got diagnosed because of dean <3 yeah i think even if we're mentally ill i believe we have the responsibility to work on it to learn to live with it but we also deserve understanding and support during it and. that's why it's personally hell+
@yuricomer OMGGG FELLOW BPD DEAN TRUTHER HI. and yeah like i'm never gonna go "wtf are you doing to My guy" to people's faces and try to take their joy out of fandom. i'll just complain about it on my account. there's a compromise and it's me respecting but still complaining on my corner
@duringthebite You’re so real about the being written in the character part like I respect others hc but personally I can’t headcanon something if I don’t see it in canon which brings me to my fav Dean hc (Dean has BPD!!!!) and it ties back into what we were talking about earlier
@yuricomer LMAO the bisexual part. personally i don't see it but i respect it like i'll enjoy queer hcs if it's in written in character. i can see him as a guy with a severe case of internalized homophobia/biphobia
@duringthebite My favorite thing about Dean is that he’s flawed like why do people baby him? That guy is fucked up bc of trauma 100% AND he is also a grown man who can grow and learn (the bisexual part tho… i mean if the shoe fits)