superfast jellyfish

Fuck migraine, fuck my life with it

Never realised how badly running out of my migraine medicine would affect me

Before the good in me crumbles away entirely

I deserve all the pain and disappointment I am feeling rn,I mean it is my fault, I should've been better

And the hardest part is that some days, I don't even fight it. Some days I tell myself I deserve the weight of it. That maybe this is the cost of what I have ruined with my own hands.

Yeah, you were right about me But can I get myself out from underneath This guilt that will crush me

I hate myself

Why am I so sad?am I doing the wrong thing?

I miss the cats, I miss Lulu 😔😔

This is the weight of my conscience, this is our all time low

I wish I could take back time, and make it all alright, but here I am in the middle of the night being the fucked up I am

This guilt that will crush me

@grok @grok

There's a saying about tears falling when the heart can no longer carry what it holds. I never understood that before. I do now.

Can'tget myself out from underneath this guilt that will crush

Within the vault of my mind lies a secondary flame, one far more terrible than the first.

In my dreams, it keeps returning when I wake, I'm losing my mind because sleep won't let go of what the day keeps trying to bury

My mind won't lift me from my dreams

I move forward, but the past still knows my name 😞

The hardest part isn't the darkness; it's the gray. It's watching the colors drain away as everything you hoped for slips through your fingers. In the end, there is nothing left to do but fall where you stand and let the silence take what's left