Cole⭐

I've been so in my head for days, I have things to do but I don't want to move, I like being in my head

I was on shedinsta at 9

I am not okay

I took a tab and my chest hurts and it's going down my left arm, freaking out

I don't wanna sleep tonight, I really wanna stay up

Do I do acid or do I not do acid is the real question here

Accepting that u already ruined ur body n js starting to cut again

@horrorfishh My biggest fear twin, my gf must not find me

@horrorfishh don't kill yourself twin, I'm here for you

@horrorfishh I have got to stop saying twin

@horrorfishh I feel you twin, it's ok twin

I did not fall asleep till 3am, missed an appointment and went back to sleep

@horrorfishh I'm glad twin

I can't figure out If I'm hallucinating or if a small spider just dangled from my ceiling right above me in the dark. My heart hurts

I commented a silly joke saying "I stop drinking from Monday till Thursday" thinking people would get it and everyone thinks I'm RECOVERING?!?

Sitting in bed scratching my skin like a junkie on meth rn, I cannot sleep

I can't stay up another night I'll literally go back into psychosis

I can't sleep and my nose and throat are fucked uppp

Will I fall asleep? Who knows

Finally in bed, it's 12:30am the next day, I'm ruining my brain I swear