Junke | Pacarnya Bertholdt

- Special AU for Levi's Birthday - "Saatnya bangun, Levi."

@munvess Hard to admit but yes. I don't push people away but i isolate myself a lot. I just feel in that phase i can't be a great friend, i can't be a great companion, i can't be someone fun to be with and i don't want my dearest to feel those negative energy, they don't deserve it.

@munvess It's a very long way to get into this version of me but, what i know for sure.... No one really there for me, and i cant ask them to. The world keep telling me, directly or not, i have to endure it myself. And sometimes simply, i didnt wanna be a burden...

I really hate it when it keeps coming back. Like.... Should I feeling these kind of things just to reply to a single massage? How pathetic of you.

Aku ga takut sendirian, aku cuma takut ketergantungan sama seseorang. karena kalo udah biasa, pisahnya kaya nyabut nyawa pelan-pelan.

Depression's never been easy. It would be great if you had someone beside you. Marché with the same pace like you. And I continued to fail, despite having promised that I would be there for them.

Losing someone to su1cid3 never been easy either. Perhaps it's about the day that will be empty without them, and why can't i be good enough to see your surroundings, why so reckless to not realized my friend's scar. Perhaps if I were paid more attention, they wouldn't leave.

Wkwk org gila, baru aja mimpi dikejar seseorang, orgnya juga marah sampe bilang mau kasih lecture buat ivanno dan leo karna ga berpartisipasi. Eh pas buka mata liat HP muncul chat si Galih wkwk

i have never moved on from this banger

@sbmptnfess Kampus backburner

siapa yg disini bad habitnya overexplaining dan mastiin semuanya 10000% benar krn takut disalahin? saya☝️

@calaptrvs Boleh boleh sini

Halo teman-teman. Di sini apakah ada yang: 1. mahasiswa S1 aktif, 2. umur 18-25 tahun, 3. universitas di Jawa Tengah, Jawa Timur, Jakarta, Yogya, atau Banten, 4. tertarik isi kuesioner? Saya lagi bantu teman cari responden. Barangkali ada, boleh reply ya. Thank you.

Ya gimana, dari kecil cuma dibilang "gaboleh marah sama orangtua" , atau "harus baik sama sodara" sesalah apapun mereka. Jd ga terbiasa memahami dan meregulasi emosinya. Kebawa sampe gede. Akhirnya bingung, kalo marah harus gimana?

@lilaccountz Paling relate itu, gak didenger pendapatnya dan banyak yang ngatur (ortu dan kakak2nya), giliran udah gede dilepas dan bingung sendiri buat bikin keputusan. Kalo nanya bagusnya gimana, malah dibalikin "kan udah gede". Ya gimana yaa, seumur2 apa2 ditentuin. Ya plenger lah..

@lilaccountz Merawat rumah, merawat orang tua, kehilangan masa jaya orang tua, berkelahi dengan usia orang tua. Jadi anak bungsu kerasa bgt paling banyak dosanya.

banyak yg ngira anak bungsu paling dimanja, paling enak, paling mantap pokoknya padahal ga semuanya begitu banyak anak bungsu yg kesulitan karena terbebani ekspektasi orang tuanya yg ga terealisasi oleh kakaknya. paling banyak ngalah setelah dewasa sama kakak kakaknya, paling dianggap anak kecil sehingga pendapatnya tidak dianggap, padahal dia yg jadi pendengar paling baik dan wadah curhat ortu & kakaknya sampe bingung dia mesti curhat ke siapa karena dia diharapkan paling bisa mengerti ke semuanya.

WAKASA IMAUSHI 😭😭😭😭

The sexual tension between me and disappearing forever

in another life, w gamau jadi orang anxious lagi. gamau takut ngerasa kehilangan, gamau apa-apa di overthinking in kalo gaada penjelasan, perasa banget kalo liat respon beda dikit, panik. yang paling parah, selalu ketakutan kalo tiap sayang sama seseorang cuma bikin orang itu capek

Would you hate me for what I did, Ivanno?