𝓗𝓪𝓷𝓷𝓪𝓱𝓥𝓣 🖋️ 🖼️ ✂️ 📝

Hey everyone, probably my last video I'd want to make deep diving my personal situation, because I'd consider it closed and looking forward to moving on. But I wanted to address some of the ongoing hate on me, Bao and others. The video is here: youtu.be/JNsDy1nOCbs and I'd like to elaborate more here: Oh god, I am so ready to be done with this all. LOL. I hate typing and I don't want to type these long things ever again. I'm also ready for my own personal situation to be done involving this. This was a lot! Thank you everyone who has listened or heard me. I had my full on trauma on displayed and mocked and discussed by thousands of people. This was not something I wanted to do for clout, and I don't think many people did once they saw what fully happened. It was probably lost in huge text walls or hour long videos. People do not know that I was called a "liar" and mocked during the situation, which is why people begged Bao to condemn it all. I'm only resaying this one last time so I can move on, and as well because of Bao's comments and my prior tweet, a lot of people missed multiple days of context and a lot of new people saw this all, while others saw it unfold for day. Elaborating for them, so I can move on fully here! I don't want to be hated, so I hope everyone understands. Big Picture and how this ramped up: I was lost on what to do, as this slowly ramped up out of control. I'm sure Bao feels the same. It was me saying men were hurt too, after women were harassing men using Bao's words. Then explained I was a victim after a few days to add validity, then when people starting saying I was using that for attention, I showed my story. Then after someone said I made it up, since I didn't include names or proof. Then got me harassed, then after I showed all the proof, people starting mocking me. While people were begging Bao to condemn it all, and women to listen. Through this all, so many women and men resonated and saw how men have to deal with this in real time. It was sickening what some people were doing. (but beautiful what others did. I was not a victim, so much love was shown to me) but Bao never condemning it, nor addressing it in her apology, has still lead hate and hurt to me and the general VTubing sphere. Shondo apologized properly today. That was a good thing to see. Male Harassment: Not me specifically, but I was a case study on how people deal with men victims in this situation. it ramped up to my own personal channel being attacked, (my main one, nothing to do with the twitch scrubing one I just started and have been posting on.) as well as loads of mean comments from women mocking me and making fun of me. Both from female VTubers and creators. That's why I felt needed to explain my story, and how it impacted me. There was also a 17 year old minor who was groomed this week and many people missed it. I want to make a video on this (because they wanted their story told.) and a few others to finalize this all. Not for clout, but to finish this and alongside my own closure. Then take a break and process what the heck happened. As well, people didn't even know this was me on some tweets on YT, or even while discussing with other VTubers. People didn't put two and two together in a lot of places, and someone even linked MY OWN VIDEO TO ME to prove something I said "wrong". My own video. To me. ??????????????????? Some of the stories I got from this was wild. People didn't know why I was hurt, nor that my situation was public and people were mocking me on my tweets, after I talked about it all. Someone said "men don't get abused as much as women" on a post where I agreed, but also said I was being abused. People kinda lost the situation in the twitter noise, which was also a big problem we highlighted on day one. How this minimized and hides real victims, such as the minor involved. I felt like I was screaming at walls. I handle myself "well" I think, but this was hard to speak up about. These got too long and videos too long since it was so convoluted to explain over like a 10 day period. New people were joining everyday, especially after my tweet about Bao's engagement farming blew up. So this is also for them, as that was leading hate to me who didn't know the full 10 day context like many did. So forgive me for repeating it again here. Or "Milking it". First of all, the real issue all along was men victims. Men were trying to speak out, myself included, and begged Bao to condemn it all. Since so many women were instantly saying "Bao said this so why are you talking" as the conversation evolved. She then doubled down like 7 times and many people only said she said sorry because of my tweet that got millions of views showing her saying the more men talk about this drama, the more engagement "money" she gets. That was what I posted. I would agree knowing the corporate world. (irl corporate) Then since the apology tried to hide it all, the hate on my end never stopped for people thinking I was randomly throwing in a video on my abusers blaming Bao, but I kept saying people were USING BAO's words to make fun of me and say it never happened. Like, quoting Bao herself. It was all shown in video the past few days. So everyone who saw or read this long posts knows, I can't blame those for not having the time too since they're long and not concise. I don't wanna do more of these in the future. It's a lot. Explaining the situation more: As this was ongoing I was being harassed by a VTuber creator and called a liar, while trying to stand up for men. It was horrible. In Bao's apology she didn't even address it, and many people were telling me / assuming she did it because of business management and due to my tweet discussing her clip and how it felt like she mocked mine and other's abuse. She never took accountability. :( she didn't even say sorry at first, as we've discussed. Stinks. But, we can't blame Bao for others actions. But, I was hurt and many men were that she never took charge and lead, or properly apologize. Doesn't mean she should be being super harassed, but accountability should still be pushed. Help her grow, but don't baby a grown woman who messed up. She did mess up here, but we can say that without her being attacked by deranged people. I had to explain in every video I didn't hate women, or Bao, for 10 minutes and multiple paragraphs where people didn't even know I called out an abuser or the minor situation that happened. So it might have gotten lost, and I know many things were long. It was also my own personal truama since it was happening in real time, in discord calls, etc. So I was probably overly explaining or not getting to the point. Sorry! But that's kind of the point. I had to deal with this all in real time in the public eye and it was hard to do. And people didn't listen, ignored it, minimized it, then mocked it, then once I finally exposed it all, I was called a clout-chaser or "no one cares" or "Bao didn't say that" still after 10 days. I was so lost on what to do. But the main point is Bao's words were allowing others to use her as a scapegoat, and real victims such as the 17 year old minor were going unnoticed and unchecked. That is crazy to me to see. Even now, just seeing grown men fighting about this when that happened. Insanity. Or mocking me for speaking out. But that's why we appreciate the 99% of normal people here. Thank you! We can't blame others actions on Bao though, but can judge for how it went down and her like, 7 double downs. More elaboration: It all escalated when people were using Bao's words to call me a liar for my truama, and then a popular female VTuber called me out and her viewers started attacking my main channel where I just cover gaming videos for fun. Moreso on hate comments which although is "whatever" at this point due to all the love, they still happened and are. I just had my friend remove them since I don't usually like removing comments and dislikes are whatever. Twitter comments from that group was endless though, all the same people. Hurt a lot, but that's online you just move on or block. Whatever :) I got made fun of for saying I felt unwelcomed in the Vtubing sphere for being harassed for saying I have been sexually and emotionally abused. I still don't feel welcome. But, many others showed how awesome this place can be, and I'm seeing real change. But, there's still too much hate going on, as we discuss in the video. It needs to chill. I'm seeing people saying people should die for critiquing Bao, and how I insulted bao somehow and how no woman talks to me. The haters are just online, so it's kinda silly talking about this, but just lumping it all together to move on collectively. Or some people saying I did it for money, I got like 50 bucks lol. I did not monetize most videos. Just strange still seeing but whatever, that's just the internet :D I would trade 50,000 dollars to never deal with what I had to again. I didn't do this for money or subs, and I got pushed into it which made it hard ;-;. So seeing this although seldom sucks. Or people making fun of me for just sharing it and calling me a weak loser man. This was my closure and I'm just ready to move on and stream again and show off my model. So much of this was unneeded everywhere. It sucked. (99% of this was all love though like I said. Thank you for listen!! But please focus on the other men hurt more. Please. I will follow up tomorrow as well. It's hard now, and I want to step away but I think it's the right thing to do.) People attacking Bao and fighting in the VTubing world: But others are attacking using Bao's name again, and harassing Bao back. This is wild. Everyone needs to chill. You can hold someone accountable without fully harassing the people critiquing them, or harassing others on their behalf. Or fully schitzo attacking communities. I saw people wanting to show up to peoples houses irl and fight them. Like wtf is going on in the VTubing world LOL. This is crazy to see in real time. Don't harass Bao. Don't stoop to low levels. Don't threaten people over this stuff. What Bao imo did was wrong, but the VTuber who called me out and forced me to expose my issues is the bigger deal. That was disgusting to see people supporting that, and no one really caring after the fact. Or the small amount of people harassing me over that. I just wanted men to be heard, and the fact that it escalated to that was crazy. They used Bao's words, so it's not Bao's fault. But after many people warning Bao, even myself personally, and she never condemned it even now, stinks. (The general men issue, not myself specifically. I don't mind, my attention isn't the point lol.) Anyway, twitter is a minefield right now. I'm ready to move on and I'm so grateful for everyone who listened to me speaking for the men. As well, to all the strong men and women going through something, or have gone through abuse. I respect you. Stay strong. People will listen and you're not alone. Signing off for now, I'm so excited to not have to make these long posts anymore hopefully LOL. This was a lot to process for me, and it was very hard. Once I finish up with situation, I am taking a few days off the internet to just... exist and realize what on earth just happened. Thank you everyone for listening, and everyone who was nice and thoughtful to me and all my friends who reached out to make sure I was ok. Do it for all the men in your lives, and it's ok to critique Bao, but hopefully in the future she can grow and we can see it. Until then, I hope she takes the break and heals the way she should and could. Thank you for giving me a voice when I thought I had none. - Luke