Secia 🫆 (-4.1/13kg)

Secia's #moothunt ✩˜ • 21+ adult ৲ ✩ ˜ • she/they ︵•︶ aroace ✩ #shedtwt ৲ #shtwt ৲ #edtwt • no dni :3 ♡ ৲ for moots

less than 49kg today, losing rapidly rn!!! BMI 21.4 now owo

@lukewarmm1lk that looks so good omg

Breakfast today is a loaded pb banana yogurt bowl :) 294 cals, 28g protein, 6g fibre

u ever wanna play minecraft and then u open minecraft and think “i dont wanna play minecraft anymore” so you close minecraft

there is something very sad about having food that is low cal and very filing but also feeling unsatisfied after because your body is missing cals....

235cals oatmeal pancake with chia seeds, strawberry and nutella owo

@rott3ningdolly prettiest oomfie *^*

i luv this top sm ໒꒰ྀི˶˃ᆺ˂˶ ꒱ྀིა !!

devoured that thing it was sooooo good and I feel better now :)

Yoghurt bowl OMAD - 350 cals

Yeah I went from 50.2kg yesterday to 49.2kg this afternoon OK.

@rott3ningdolly omg I also used some lax + coffee + vape but the tummy ache is pure regret q-q

i went to buy laxies today and took 3pills like 1hour ago :P they better start working soon

@rott3ningdolly omg that list is so based but stay safe oomfie :o

@KSecia_ not at all, but stay safe oomfie!! it’s in my summer bucket list too

cutting outside for the first time om an empty playground is this weird? FAKE SFX

everytime i look at my cuts i think of how i couldve and shouldve gone deeper

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i need to be visibly anorexic i want ppl to look at me and know im sick

out for walk with my fake blood halloween sfx

Glad I started substance abuse

I don't think I even deserve having food today.

@rott3ningdolly They know I cut myself btw. but not one Person questioned it. So. Yeah. Boss doesn't want tk fire me but depensing on the other peoples reactions I might have to quit. It is... strange.

@rott3ningdolly I get accused of bullying at work while being undermind in my own mental health issues because I keep up the good act. I am being accused of being a horrible person who got someone to say "I thought about doing something to myself" which is... ironic tbh?

I don't even want to die I just don't want to be me