Ashley Valerie

So yeah 100% killing myself before July. Have anything to say, say it to me before then. Every thing keeps getting worse for me and I guess I deserve it (:

Selling #nsfw #adult content $5 for a pic, 5 for $15 $20 for 5 min vid $30 for two 5 min vid or 10+ vid Want something personalized just work something out

@trashley28 Literally 300 rejection emails/calls and or being ghosted Idk what to do to get hired lmao I can sell content I guess

#trans #support #help I'm struggling so goddamn much and I hate asking for help but this is so hard :( Venmo is @Trashley28 Cashapp is @TrashAshley

Holy shit, I'm actually gonna kill myself if I can't find a job and my bills keep stacking lmfao I'm so stressed I'm so stressed I'm so stressed I'm so stressed I'm so stressed I'm so stressed

xD!!! gofund.me/419ce3f6c

12 hours later yeah I feel fucking stupid but also mmm hurting myself 😋 🤤

:D :D :D :D :D :D!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰👌💜💅

I LOVE SELF HARM I LOVE IT SO MUCH I SHOULD DO IT EVERY DAY AND MARK EVERY MILLIMETER ON MY BODY

I can't wait to kill myself 🥰🥰🥰

So yeah 100% killing myself before July. Have anything to say, say it to me before then. Every thing keeps getting worse for me and I guess I deserve it (:

I really should just shut the fuck up and say sir yes sir like the good obedient not allowed to think or act forthemseves soldier that I am

Wouldn't it be so funny if I killed myself lmao It'd be so funny and silly and epic and everyone would laugh and be happy ((((((((:

Iw anna Fuckin Kill myself!

I should sell nudes for weed I'm so desperate

Need to start uploading to my OF with my gf zzzz

I need so much help especially now that my doc said not to work a bit due to mental health and I have over 250 rejection emails!! 🤪🔫 Any amount is helpful and so is sharing this is just so brutal I'm losing my mind #gofundme #trans #help #mtf

I miss so many people I used to talk to

Actively posting in shared public/shared spaces, talking to mutuals It just sucks. It sucks so much alongside causing so much hurt What's the point in trying if that's ALWAYS the same thing that happens yet I'll try and try I guess I truly am an annoying and frustrating person

What's the point of reaching out to people It's never worked Either ignored, blocked, or given very dry and short responses while I'm clearly trying to rekindle a friendship and then they just basically stop talking It isnt cases of "oh they forgot"

It would be nice if someone, anyone, that I used to be good friends with and see often, would reach out But I get it, I could do the same but the anxiety and fear is so immense I can't bring myself to do it

I just vent here btw I'm not trying to bait or trick anyone to feeling bad or anything Just screaming my depression into the void to get shit off my mind