Lilya

Intro 💞 Hi I’m Lilya I’m not new to #edtwt I just relapsed recently I’m 20yo, with diagnosed anorexia Cw: idk smth between bmi 18-19 Lbmi: 14.5 lw: 36kg Looking for active moots :3 So i u leave a 🩷 I will fb (if u re not a kid or a creep)

@wonydout U get that 😔

@Lily4again exactly exactly u get it. i have this weird feeling like i want my friends to be concerned but then when they are concerned i start feeling really disgusted with myself. theres no winning

is it weird to both want attention for my body but also hate it at the same time

Which one of u re the anorexic bitch that had to move in recently to my apartment building!!!!!! I never saw here before omfg I hate seeing disordered people irl I feel so fat instantly

@weisuteria Both

are my legs considered fat or muscular BE HONEST

@cutekatythin Hiiii

#moothunt #edtwt #shedtwt looking for moots!! I make lots of threads and I want to make group chat so people to actually interact

@Kitty47350463 I tried SNRI SSRI bupropion vortioxetine, aripiprazole, mirtazapine and other psych meds that make ppl gain weight. It never happened to me so it really depends

Do antidepressants make ya'll fat? I've heard that it makes you gain weight.

Tried 7 different ones, 2 antipsychotic and stabilizers nothing made me gain loool am I werid

@dlyshgr Did u have same pfp at ur old account??

•°☆ #edtwt intro !! •▪︎▪︎¤ 21yo, 165cm & bulimic ──── .✦ ݁˖ ──── 《 relapsing after one year of recovery, not new on edtwt just new acct 》 ♡: fashion, games & anime ▪︎ sw: 54kg ▪︎ gw: 45kg ▪︎ ugw: 40kg ──── .✦ ݁˖ ──── ♡ / ↻ to be moots !!

@wonydout Real

ive never passed out from low intake or in general #larpingmyed

Nothing triggers me more than me just a year and a half ago :( idk what bmi I was there but pls come back

This scale is saying that I have 45% muscule mass that’s fuckin impossible xdd

Finally bought a scale Welcome to bmi 17s yay

How I lost 5kg/11lb in less than a month????? The answer is simple I stopped smoking weed and relapsed Thanks for listening I hope my tips helped

@car0user @revoltingthing Yeah recovery is a choice but somehow there’s a people that are dying because of that or are sick for 10+ years it’s not that simple

@Lily4again @revoltingthing Being disordered in & of itself isn’t a choice & im aware of that, but recovery IS A CHOICE and im sick of you fools pretending it’s not.

Now why the fuck would u be on edtwt posting this starving urself and think its a good idea to have kids?? Ur basically setting them up for an ed themsleves 🫩

@car0user @revoltingthing Im not saying that’s good anywhere 🤷‍♀️

@Lily4again @revoltingthing Yeah, a disorder that children are predisposed to already if it’s in their genetics. To expose the child to the behaviors on top of that instead of seeking recovery is selfish. Stop acting otherwise.

Ate like 50-60g of chips and had to purge cause I have to go write and exam in 10mins 🫩 maybe I will finish it this evening or tmrw

At the top are food that I’m gonna keep down today At the down are my b/p for today :3

Having flatmates that have a room next to bathroom made me the quietest purger 🧑‍🩰

@revaixh @sinnamonbar I wish things like that would scare me

19 year old girl passed away while purging I don’t think most people know about this anymore, please never start purging

@Kai19713207936 Hii

Hi!! I’m kc #edtwt intro — ּ ۫ ִ ꔛ ִ ۫ ּ 🪽17yrs~ 5’9 — ּ ۫ ִ ꔛ ִ ۫ ּ ⊹ ࣪ ౨ৎ˚HW: 77kg ⊹ ࣪ ౨ৎ˚CW: 74kg ⊹ ࣪ ౨ৎ˚GW: 55kg ✩⋆☾⋆⁺looking for interactive moots!! // tall girl moots // poc moots ✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ ♡ / ↻ to be moots