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Lisa
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I’ve been a bit absent lately.
Truth is…
I haven’t been okay.
I don’t always know how to say that out loud,
So I just disappear for a while.
Not because I don’t care,
but because everything feels like too much and I don’t want to be “too much” for anyone else.
So this is me saying hi I’m not okay.
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Friends: Results of Bone Marrow Biopsy indicate I have Myelodysplastic Syndrome (MDS), a blood cancer that eventually leads to leukemia.It’s treatable,but not curable.I’ll know more after 4/22 when I see the Onoc.
Appreciate you all!🌻
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I’m just a number. A statistic.
It feels like they don’t care if I live or die.
Everything I tried so hard to prevent is happening.
My eating disorder is back I told them this would happen.
They offered me treatment… then took it away.
So how are people who are suicidal actually supposed to get help?
How are we meant to get better when we’re turned away like this?
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I fought as hard as I could to get help from the NHS.
Twice I was denied. Twice I complained. Twice I lost.
I really thought this time would be different. I needed it to be.
And now I’m left sitting with this overwhelming feeling that there is no help for me… no way forward… no way of getting better.
That kind of hopelessness is hard to put into words.
I don’t no how I,am supposed to move forward to survive this.
The nhs is shameful might as well send out fucking ropes to end this misery.
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