Peripheralz

A therapist said that sometimes being a loner is a trauma response. You’re so use to people you love not showing up for you or walking away or you may have grown up in a toxic environment. That the only one you could depend on was YOU! So you naturally feel safe when you’re alone

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Update, I still want to fucking kill myself

Th desire to blow my brains out is strong

My will to die is very high

Forever unappreciated for all I do

lol can I not be on the verge of tears every damn day

I don’t even know what to say at this point

Numb

It’s a red flag if your partner becomes very mean to you when you guys are fighting. It is quite important to have a partner that can still be kind to you during arguments and fight. You should still feel the love even in chaos and during fights. A kind partner is key!

frank ocean.

why i always have to understand everyone and save the bonds. i also want someone to understand me and try hard to not let me go

Maybe another time, or in another universe, I wouldn’t have been so broken when we met. Maybe we would’ve held on tighter and made it work. Either way, I would still choose you every time. I would still search for you and love you. I love you eternally.

my final act of love is leaving you alone