I don’t remember them putting me in restraints, but I woke up in a psychiatric ward with abrasions around my ankles, a sore neck, and still restrained, so I assume I wasn’t lying still while I was in those restraints
Endred upp cutting too which brought me to ER and then to psychunit, can’t remember a thing since I came to the hospital but think they sticker me up and gave me more blood than normal
it took a lot to get to the point that i could finally ask to see a therapist. its really sad that she kept mentioning stopping therapy cause i said i felt like stuff was generally hopeless
I don’t recognize myself, wtf have I done… I snapped at my T’s office rn, smacked my head in the wall, took the clock made of glass and smashed in my head so everything was covered in glass. Never done anything similar before, wtf is wrong with me
I drew this card for my GP and gave it together with a Lego bouquet of flowers (he is pretty nerdy). I was supposed to write more, but ended up writing «Thanku for for always seeing the humans behind the story»
I was supposed to have work practice at the dental office today, but I keep having axiety attacks and wasn’t able to leave my apartment… why can’t it stop, I’m literally never able to leave my house