avery (??/15)

theres grown men out there that weigh less than me

I NEVER want to see a man complain about his calorie deficit EVER again

when i’m cutting up my food into the TINIEST bites humanly possible with the SMALLEST cutlery i can find and organising EACH bite and what order i’ll eat them in and i GENUINELY reach flow-state 🙏🏽

Me coming back to edtwt after saying “fuck this ed”

“She is probably thinking about other guys” Me 24/7:

I eat 1 calorie over my budget and this is genuinely what my afternoon looks like after

im kinda eating a lot for someone that wants to lose 10kg in a month

how it feels to watch yourself slowly losing academic potential due to depression

when im bloated i feel like this photo of elon musk

doing cardio as a malnourished nicotine addict

Healthy recipes be like yeah i'm 50 cal per portion and this is the portion in question

I THINK I FUCK THIS ED'ED INTO GAINING BACK FACE WEIGHT IM PISSED

edtwt celebrating the start of a new month like its new year

staring into the mirror and realizing after all the skipped meals, the millions of steps, the brutal workouts, the failed classes, and every single sacrifice i’ve made, i’m still chopped, dumb, and just painfully average

the concept of being big & small & big & small & big & small again & still nobody wants you

two of my friends who lowk hate me started talking about cals right in frontof me

this sparks many a "fuck my ed moment" quite fraaaankly

locking in made me bonier and it gen makes js being in a place in any position lowk uncomfortable