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@dissocyrus

mentally ill loser

18yrs | he/him شامل ہوئے Mart 2026
21 فالونگ15 فالوورز
☾ omar ☆ he/they ˖ִ🛸༄˖°.
btw since I'll be eating more foods please drop suggestions of (still ideally lower cal but you can suggest "fun" stuff too) foods i can eat that aren't just leafy vegetables or yogurt, blueberries and kiwis because I need more ideas
☾ omar ☆ he/they ˖ִ🛸༄˖°.@blurry_ideal

plan for summer to try to keep my ED hidden from my family and hopefully less severe??: - purge no more than 2x/week, no big b/p’s (cant do it without logistical problems) - aim for 1250 cal/day, running 3-5x/week, gym membership+lift - eat only if being watched

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I need to be skinny by the time my surgery consultation comes around (mid June)
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kioko ⊹ ࣪ ˖@theKiokos·
how it feels being a somewhat new acc in edtwt saying “guys” even tho my audience is me, myself and i
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bby teeth
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They diagnosed me with big dumb idiot disorder and it’s incurable
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ᴄʏʀᴜꜱ 💤@dissocyrus·
I just remembered that in the psych ward they had us watch Girl Interrupted How tf did they think that was a good idea???
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@ThatEdtwtDude Yeah it sucks honestly, but who knows maybe the technology will improve in the next coming years. Cus I think the results I saw were pretty old Ah damn, hey if it makes you feel any better I’ve got a guy friend who’s around your height and he has a girlfriend. So not all is lost
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Jazz ▪︎ hehim ▪︎ in&out of limited hell constantly
@dissocyrus Oh okay thats good to know.. time to end myself!!!! OH I HAVE HAHA /pos /genuinely find this funny, yeah ive literally got like 6cm platforms, theyre the only shoes ive been wearing for years honestly 😂😭 Its something but like.. still only 165 if im lucky 🥀 hate my lifeeeeee
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ᴄʏʀᴜꜱ 💤@dissocyrus·
This mornings weigh in (ignore the dust, my parents don’t clean their scale) 97.5lbs/44.2kgs
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@ThatEdtwtDude I honestly don’t recommend getting the surgery at all. From what I’ve seen the results look so bad cus the legs look out of proportion to the rest of the body. Maybe try to invest in some platform shoes if you haven’t already
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@ThatEdtwtDude Nah it’s all good I get it I try not to worry over my height too much cus it’s out of my control. I can at least have some control over my weight. Even if it’s harder to do because of my height. It helps that I’m aroace so I don’t have to worry abt being too short for women lol
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ᴄʏʀᴜꜱ 💤@dissocyrus·
@ThatEdtwtDude I’m not I promise lol I just got fucked over genetically, both of my bio parents are below average height 😭 Sucks even more being this short as a man too
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@ThatEdtwtDude If it makes you feel any better I’m still BMI 20 despite being under 100lbs cus I’m short asf 😭😭😭
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ᴄʏʀᴜꜱ 💤@dissocyrus·
Just placed an order for a scale, I’m about to be so locked in 🙏
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Turns out listening to old fnaf fan songs makes the time go by sm faster when pacing
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