Ivan

math rock // high-concentration mental illness // eastern euro brutalism // online lit // tennis // survival horror // catching the big fish // antifa // looking certain but not being sure // post post-whatever // magical realism // an evergreen is forever green until it's dead

see you in asheville this may? jk im not gonna be there (i wishhh), but i made the flyer for this zona motel event

(four years sober this september) thinking about drugs and alcohol

im so depressed, does anybody wanna use my body as a vessel

the plan: find a way to feel a feeling

shadowbanned for being a real person

they should open up a chipotle in petrinja, croatia

feeling nonchalant but then august 10 by julie doiron starts playing

total life forever will never be enough

@7mansions7 happy birthday linden love you like a brother from another mother

happy birthday linden

went to the zoo and felt nothing

i spend a lot of time outside in the evenings so i can catch a brief moment when everything is my favorite shade of blue

@ripcitythug ok when does it open cause we're going, right?

Finally some real Mexican food here.

dreaming about people i've never seen irl im afraid it's parasocial psychosis

@truhtnac don't tell anyone there's no 'them'

@goodguygenc tell them you squirted

ruining the dry humping session by pissing my pants

TOUR CONTINUES NEXT WEEK THROUGH THE SOUTH WEST AND UP THRU CALIFORNIA TO THE NORTHWEST BABY

giving my inner child a gun to play with

lena dunham i have received your message

i watched all 6 seasons of girls in less than 5 days just so i can read lena dunham's memoir