lila

feeling not sick enough will always hurt more than any wound i could inflict

I’m so tired of never being enough for myself

I want to cut everywhere so bad it’s such and unbearable urge omfg it’s the only thing that would fix how I feel

I hate everything about myself, absolutely everything, and make the mistake of letting myself be happy

I’m so tired of being big and round and fat😾 I miss when I could be anorexic #edtwt #sledtwt

Oh my GOD I’m about to lose it I WISH I BROUGHT MY GODDAMN BLADE BRO I need to slit my wrists

@wernvents Unreasonable things 😖

@innerinvalidity why're you sad king

I’m sad

@68unicorns Rage 😡

@innerinvalidity the doctor tied them 3 tjmes and made them rly tight so i cant do that😢

i genuinely hate stitches sm.

I wonder if anyone has ever tried to shove a vacuum down into their stomach the try to suck the food out

@68unicorns Yeah I didn’t like untie them or anything I just pulled on the knot enough until they kinda j did themselves 😭

@innerinvalidity idk mine are too tight and small to unknot them i had to like use an eyebrow razor and pull on them until they cut

@POORLYdrawnESC Good luck oomf 🫣🥹

@68unicorns Oh mb I thought that’s what you did 😭 I would like pull away at the base of the knot with my nails since they were really long. I wouldn’t like rip them out of my skin or anything so it’s kinda hard to explain but it’s almost like brushing thru a knot with ur fingers

@innerinvalidity how the heck do u pull them out

@tony_gore1 @swediishpsycho #1 if you sh at ALL you’re not “larping” #2 going deeper than styro IS scary— it’s SO easy to hit something I mean SO fucking easy and it is very hard to care for and it gets very stressful so I completely get you

@wernvents My parents check 😢

@innerinvalidity why don't you? (not that you should just wondering)

I can NOT wait to cut on my fucking thighs. I swear to God it would make me wayyyyy less suicidal.

Maybe… die?

Annoying bitch wouldn’t stop bleeding I love the blue Low-effort SFX, I added too much fake blood so I couldn’t get a detailed view

@panda_lovrr It happens to me a lot and I think it’s just cause people are getting sussed— I notice my following go down at the same time often

I keep losing followers, do you guys hate me 😞

That one cut that makes you seriously consider recovery

BRO I’m bleeding through EVERYTING and starting to wonder if I hit like a major vein or something because WTF