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Dopamine pit. Or why I'm bored. I danced in a striptease. I starred in porn. Every night was a blow. Alcohol, drugs, men who look through you. Money that smells like someone else's loneliness. And I hated it. But you know what's the worst? Sometimes I miss it. 🔽

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But I remember how it ended. Overdoses. Switching off. The days when I couldn't get out of bed. And the way I looked at myself in the mirror and didn't recognise it. So yes, I miss the spiciness. But I don't miss myself.

But it will pass." I'm waiting. And I'm angry. Because I did everything to get out of this shit, and it still pulls me back. Not into striptease. Not in porn. And that feeling when you're on the edge and it seems to you that it's real life now.

Because the brain doesn't understand: where is this damn explosion? Where is the drive? Where is the feeling that you are on the verge, which means you live? My therapist said: "Your brain is used to overstimulation. Ordinary life is like white noise for him now.

I quit. Gone. I found a guy who doesn't look at me as a commodity. Stopped drinking. I stopped poisoning myself. Now I read books, draw pictures, drink coffee on the balcony. And sometimes I get bored. It's so boring that I want to howly.

Not for humiliation. Not in the morning when you don't remember how you went to bed. And in terms of sharpness. By the feeling that life is a knife that cuts the living. By dopamine, which explodes the brain and makes you feel alive, even if everything inside is already rotten.