joan ❦ ♯TEATWT

🕰️ — #edtwt intro i suppose .ೃ࿐ '09 ┊hehim ┊bulimic ⌫ i enjoy gothic/80s culture, literature, & journaling ˗ˏˋ #booktwt #emotwt #studytwt #weedtwt #tteokbokkitwt´ˎ˗ gw; 90lbs 𓏵 more below ➴

recently me and my sister were jokingly fatshaming each pther as we do (even tho i hate it) and my mom had the audacity to say shes "more sensitive to that" when shes not, shes normal and actually wants to gain a little while II have had a ed for 6 years she wont notice like ok

how it feels having symptoms of malnutrition but being stuck in a fat body

Corny pinterest weight loss quotes do work on me sadly. A second on the lips forever on the hips. What you eat in private you wear in public. Hell yeah bro cook.

how i think ppl think of me when i step outside i'm like super deadass

if someone tells me they didn't eat i will fast for a day in spite

yall are gonna burn me for this but if you have a restrictive ed and you think fatphobic thoughts its normal. im sorry, its normal. whats not normal is expressing them and bullying people.

im boutta relapse crazy style cuz ive gained nearly 10lbs back and look freakish how is everyone else doing

me praying to wake up skinnier

being early-in-transition and attracted to anyone feels like a humiliation ritual

im so chopped that i HAD to develop an eating disorder LMAOOOO

a marijuana overdose is called a good night sleep

im really scared of letting my ed affect my relationship cuz i can see how frustrated he gets when i just wont eat

can we stop with the protein trend and start a fiber trend? I need more than just fiber one products. Give me fiber powder, fiber shakes, fiber water, fiber bars, fiber lip gloss, FIBER ANYTHING im desperate

larping edtwt in a sense that i've been eating kinda normal since the start of april except i panic about it every single day

talking about how bad ed culture is while engaging in said ed culture

Yes I struggle with an eating disorder I’m really fucking bad at it

every birthday. every eyelash. every 11:11. every wish bone. every coin in the water ive asked to be skinny

in my defense the lil ceasars was something i won and i only ate half my panda thus far