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woozi, my safe haven. ς(>‿<.) ♡

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im still envious about how he was loved by you. i wish there was also a moment in our relationship where i'm the only man in your mind—to whom you solely gave your heart.

MANIFESTING!

my multo is being free. the version of me who is free from any worries that he might not meeting someone's expectations. the version of me who is free from insecurities. the version of me who is free from countless thoughts. i miss me. i miss being free.

you have such high expectations of me yet you can't even reach that expectations for yourself and your partner. if you yearn for fancy things, so do i. but the difference is i've always understand your situation. i never made you feel bad about it. i never used that to betray you

until now, im still hurt by everything that i just knew. im such a fool for choosing you. wish i could turn back time and change the part when i believed that you can change. i want my freedom so bad.

i was never enough. i was never enough for you to forget your ex. i was never enough for you to forget your feelings for your friend. i was never enough for you to not get tempted by someone else. i was never enough.

i hope the day comes when i no longer have to doubt my worth. i am so tired being troubled by questions that points to me not being enough.

i am being too much. im sorry, love :(

whatever it is, may you have the courage to be upfront to me because i cannot stand the changes.

i don't know what changed, but im certain there is. there must be something that made lose the drive and it's not about anything that you mentioned when we discussed it out.

kaya sarap na lang talaga bumukod hays

i already saw this coming but hurts still

it's just sad that even the person you trust the most can eventually turn their back against you as soon as you become useless for them. i wish i can finally meet ppl who are truly genuine.

Your win is coming

lord, i trust that you won't make this year as awful as the past.

i have so many plans for me and i will not let the responsibility that i shouldn't carry in the first place be the reason for me to end up in the same path many people have gone through. call me selfish, but i hope you realize that my plans would help our family more.

i didn't dedicate 4 years of my life in this program just to become a bpo employee. i didn't work so hard to keep my records good and graduate with latin honor (yes i will) just to work for a profession outside my field of specialization.

i swear i don't mean no pressure. that's the least i wanna do. if only i can do this alone, i will. how can i tell you this without you thinking that im just like your past? hays

how i wish we can do this hand in hand because it should be in that way. but it feels like im alone most of the time. i've been advicing you to do something so it will become less burdening for both of us, but you never listen.

how can i tell you that im having a hard time with something? how can i do so without making you feel offended because that's not and will never be my intention?