ethan

owning a red carpet puts me at ease

a series of events, part twenty seven

[OFFICIAL] ARAM: Mayhem is here to stay! 🎲 Riot has announced they will continue to add new content and balance changes There is no end date for the game mode currently planned Via Riot Dev Update

Open for a surprise !

echoed my fear, it brought you here

i hate this feeling

time equates to nothing

what is it called when you can’t take it anymore but you keep taking it

my therapist said i need to find healthy coping mechanisms for everything i've been through recently so now i play 15 league games a day instead of 8 she said "find something that makes you feel in control" lady i am FREEZING waves at 4 am with tears rolling down my face. i have never felt more in control in my life. she said "try journaling your emotions" i AM journaling. every game is an entry. 3/17 yasuo mid? that's a rough game. 14/2 renekton top? that's a top gap. my opgg is my emotional diary and it's more honest than anything i could write in a notebook she said "are you sleeping?" sleep is for people who don't have LP to recover she said "are you eating?" i ate a cold pizza at 2 am between a loss streak and a win streak does that count she said "this isn't what i meant by coping" but here's the thing doc for the first time in weeks i'm not thinking about what happened i'm thinking about spacing not spiraling i'm thinking about my next game not my last mistake you call it unhealthy i call it the only thing keeping the lights on upstairs 15 games a day zero time to feel sorry for myself the grind doesn't heal you but it keeps you busy enough to let the healing happen on its own Study the Saskio way

accomplishments are transient

a series of events, part twenty six

the difference between medicine and poison is in the dose 🎶

My girlfriend actually picked valentine's day to argue that she's better than me at league so we 1v1'd LMAO

this operation's been abandoned once again 🎶

don't stop talking to me, i haven't been listening 🎶

cut me gently, cut me out of mind 🎶

why do i do this to myself

what doesn't kill you makes you want to kill yourself

'DEMON SLAYER: Infinity Castle' has won the Anime of the Year Award for feature films at the Tokyo Anime Award Festival 2026!