
Ms. Fat
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Ms. Fat
@thinrotting
I eat a lot and I’m obese and huge I larp having an eating disorder I don’t actually have one idgaf



sometimes i feel like people online don’t give me enough credit last year i told myself that my eating disorder is my death wish and i’m OK with dying at 30 but now i don’t think like that at all i don’t want to die i want to be alive and help people i want to be intelligent i want to be useful and make a difference in this world and if i’m dead i can’t do that i know i’m still physically unhealthy but i’m really trying my best not to lose weight anymore i don’t want to be like this it’s just hard food is not interesting to me at all and the textures and everything are so overwhelming so it’s just really difficult for me but i really am trying i mean this last year i was on edtwt 24/7 posting about how i want to lose weight and just live broadcasting in my misery for everyone to watch but now i’ve left edtwt and i’m focusing more on my interests like Hannibal and Silence of the Lambs and Criminal Minds and writing and poetry and reading and criminal justice forensic psychology behavioral analysis all of this i’m hopefully starting an early college full time dual enrollment program next year at the community college near me for criminal justice and when i get my highschool degree with these college class credits i will apply to go to a criminal justice school in New York City hopefully i can get a scholarship there anyways the point is i’m trying to be a better person i’m trying to be a better person now and i feel like sometimes people only see me for who i used to be rather who i am now and it makes me sad because i’ve really changed for the better since then


I want four whoppers in my mouth rn




i am being haunted

Ending the semester w a 4.0 🤭 and they said pre med was hard




I want her discipline ngl










