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@somnolent_night its okay you are not alone

whenever somebody asks me how I'm feeling I just reply with "meh" because it's easier than saying I'm doing terrible and I don't want to lie and say I'm doing good

its just, i cant imagine being the person that someone looks forward to

i will disappear, like i never existed

@Kathleen_lin4 let me stay with you, so you dont suffer alone

if I die, will all this suffering that clings to me finally go away?

i will not be missed

i died alone

how do i live while being this pathetic. i dont know

even when i try hard to be likable, i feel like im just tricking people

i have to wake up early tomorrow but i cant bring myself to sleep

@melancholicryy beautiful

I wish I could erase my very existence from this universe, nobody deserves to remember me

i tried for such a long time, and i still have nobody... its pretty clear that i shouldnt be alive

@Vyria_123 you deserve nice!

@voidacasto You're so nice to me, ty

Doing good academically makes me suffering looks so unseen

@Ykkotsu good morning!

yeah morning

what the fuck im so abhorrent. ill never be anything everyone leaves

im a waste. the more i try, the more im reminded of how terrible i am

okay im going to sleep

@hqrins ohm i adore water!

@hqrins i cant rly try anything out now but ill have it whenever i get the chance okay! also i drink coffee for caffeine i just dont really like the taste