life

i do not find meaning in all of this

everybody seems at their place while i'm lost

wake up to suffer and sleep to escape

i just need to sleep for fucks sake

how do i undo forgetting people

i hate being avarage

what am i even worrying about

being born feels like a punishment

the light hurts my eye

i'm just trapped in this room

my perception of reality changes many times in a day

everyone seems happy and i do not have a place within

all i can do is leave nothing more

shit feels like a dream. a bad one actually

maybe all would be different if i only cared for myself

rather be alone than being an option

the problem is that i wan't to fix all at once

you can't create miracles in a day why people force this type of shit