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A thread 🧵 of the list of reasons I hate my body, and how I’m preserved as motivation to do something about it —-

🚨BREAKING NEWS🚨 Gen Z is preferring having a thigh gap over having sex.

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Me joining edtwt knowing some ppl would genuinely off themselves at my cw

When someone asks how you lost so much weight what do you tell them?

how it feels using lbs when everyone on edtwt uses kg

@kalopz1a When I’m trying to find thinspo and it gives me my 45th image of a rice cake next to a cucumber and Coke Zero 😭

how tf do you look up thinspo on pinterest without it beating the crap out of you im trying to make vision boards

standing up to fast and tryna act like i didnt js switch dimensions

It’s so so exhausting being insecure every waking moment

A girl in my lunch has recently not been eating anything, and constantly bringing up calories. I feel ashamed because I keep catching myself hoping I can “out-ana” her by proving I can eat less and starve better. I should be helping her get better. Do other people feel like this?

A thread 🧵 of the list of reasons I hate my body, and how I’m preserved as motivation to do something about it —-

Opening all of ——- cabinets for food and her telling me to stop Me and —— never being able to share clothes That’s all I thought of in the moment, most likely more to come. If this isn’t motivation to do something then idk what is

Not choosing the water activities at camp because I was embarrassed “I can see your muffin top” “You just come home and stuff your face with takis” Knowing the different beteeen regular and Diet Coke”

Him not being able to pick me up because I weigh so much Him Going to grab my stomach but I have to move his hand away because I don’t want him feeling the fat there People not being able to give blood because they don’t weigh enough

My side profile Being embarrassed to sit at my desk because I think the person next to me will look over and be grossed out by the way I look from the side Pulling my shirt collar over my face and chin when I’m laying/ sitting with people so they don’t see the fat

Constant stomach issues Dizzy whenever I stand up Weight holding me down when trying to run My moms clothes fitting me Not being able to wear the kind of clothes everyone else does because it looks different on me Off guard pictures of me

Rolls on my stomach any time I sit down The permanent bags of fat that sit under my eyes and sink down my face A ring size ten times bigger than anyone else’s “You need a bigger size” from my mom Silk and satin dresses “It’s tight on me so it won’t fit you”