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@gcldnbcy jessie gave him a small smile, tossing his hoodie onto the chair and checking the water bottle. “when’s the last time you had medicine?”

@MESSYSKING atlas is curled in bed, heating pad along his stomach. lifting his head slightly as soon as he heard his voice. “ hi . . . okay. just achy. ”

fuck periods i need my uterus out right now FUCK. im cramping like a motherfucker right now

@gcldnbcy “okay, are you hungry now? i know you probably want to shower.” jessie tilted his head some, leaning into atlas as much as possible

@MESSYSKING “ pizza? it’s easy — ” letting out a soft chuckle. pressing another kiss to his cheek. hand gently rubbing along his back.

@MESSYSKING nodding his head. “ yeah baby, we’re okay. ( i’ll * ) be okay. ” atlas knew it wasn’t going to be like this forever, he just had to be patient.

@gcldnbcy coming into the apartment a few minutes later, dropping his duffle bag by the door and heading to the bedroom, “hey mon amour, how you feeling?” his voice gentle as he crept towards the bed

@MESSYSKING okay my love

@gcldnbcy “okay,” jessie softly spoke, smiling lightly, “whatever you want to order we can get.” he didn’t have anything specifically in mind to eat so whatever he wanted.

@MESSYSKING pressing a soft kiss to his cheek before nodding his head. “ yes please . . . don’t feel like cooking tonight. ”

@gcldnbcy okay baby, i’ll be home in a few

@MESSYSKING yes please :(

@gcldnbcy jessie nodded softly, he Knew, sure. it still made him feel guilty. he smiled though, turning to go grab his phone from the kitchen. “want to order in for dinner?”

@MESSYSKING “ hey . . . you know i’m not upset with you right? because you are allowed to come out however and whenever you want. ” atlas knew jess was upset with himself. “ i’m a little hungry. ”

@gcldnbcy i can rub your back or stomach if you want too?

@MESSYSKING thank god

@gcldnbcy course baby

@MESSYSKING come cuddle with me when you get back ?

@gcldnbcy he nods slightly, pulling back from him, “oh, okay,” he glances down at him before humming. “are you hungry? or anything?..”

@MESSYSKING atlas honestly had no idea what would help because he knows this feeling won’t go away until he can be public with his feelings. atlas will just go back to hiding how he feels. “ nothing i can think of — it usually just passes then im fine. ”

@gcldnbcy i love you :)

@MESSYSKING i fucking love you :(

@gcldnbcy mhm , with a bottle of water

@MESSYSKING on the nightstand?

@gcldnbcy he stroked his thumb over atlas’ cheek, letting out a small breath at the smile. “are we okay?..”

@MESSYSKING nodding his head slightly. letting out a soft breath. “ i know . . . and i love you too. ” smiling weakly.

walking into the apartment. calling out for @MESSYSKING. “ hey jess, i’m home. ”

@gcldnbcy yeah, i knew you would probably need it

@MESSYSKING you left me medicine :(

@gcldnbcy jessie lightly squeezed him before pulling back, hands coming up to cup atlas’ face. “i love you.” he had to make sure that atlas knew that and that he wasn’t mad. “so much.”

@MESSYSKING hugging him back, a small smile. letting out a soft clear of his throat. “ hi . . . ”

@gcldnbcy okay ma lumiere

@MESSYSKING i’m leaving right now

@MESSYSKING mhm

@gcldnbcy let me know when you’re on your way home?

@MESSYSKING the gym

@gcldnbcy where are you rn?

@MESSYSKING the last thing i want to do is make you feel pressured to come out and i’m sorry if i do i just — im jus sorry.