Random Thoughts

I don't believe in myself, I don't love myself, how am I suppose to find or to love someone?

Trying to ask a girl out, more like trying to hurt myself again. I guess I've become numb from this pain

Constantly having suicidal thoughts.. God I wish I could just die already

Smoking on a cigarette under the bright moonlight thinking to clear my mind

It's just a fall... but the pain... it hurts like hell

I love walking in the park...alone...at night

I don't know what's the meaning of "friends" anymore