&\( ♱ raylu of Shtwt ♱ )/&

how it feels trying to cvt but not being able to reach your dream depth

#shtwt #selfharm got some beans/a big deeper beans and some styros

#selfharm #shtwt baby beans again

#shtwt so the cut looked small in the last post but it's gotten fatter?

#slittwt so my mum saw the blood on my sheets and asked if I needed stitches, I said "I dunno." She said "hospital trip?" I'm like no. And she just said to clean it.. I was so worried she'd be mad. She wasn't (thank fuck no hospital)🙏🏼

@Nyku_b Honestly, I'm just gonna buy new sheets, problem solved!👍🏼

@Raylu149084 XDDD, with oxygen water and some white laundry soap will work

I fell asleep and this is the bullshit I woke up to. Why does it look like a dih?😭

@Nyku_b Thank you, good night!

@Raylu149084 Yup, sleep good buddy^^

It did bleed through the towel I folded twice.. and it started bleeding through the gauze/toilet paper for extra padding and bandage (W aftercare 👍🏼)

@Nyku_b I will, I'll put a towel down so I don't get blood over my sheets!

@Raylu149084 Oh god, sleep with short sleeves, it's better to avoid extra moisture

@Nyku_b I'm just cleaning it now and then I'll probably head to bed since it's almost 3am!

@Raylu149084 Yup, it's okay if the gauze it's a little soaked, because even tho it's a little gross, that blood creates a "barrier" that help close the wound

@Nyku_b I haven't drank anything other than water. I'm pretty sure the bleeding has stopped. I might change the gauze since it's soaked

@Raylu149084 Oh shit- are you drinking anything? Let it bleed a little bit longer, don't put anything after 30 min

@Nyku_b Thanks again! I'll update later on about it!

@Raylu149084 Don't worry, just leave there. Tbh, that first time is the best! All the adrenaline it's there, just enjoyed and be proud of it!

OMG OMG I'VE NEVER CUT THIS DEEP BEFORE. I'M FREAKING TF OUT😭

@Nyku_b It's bleeding through the bandage and gauze. Is that normal? I've never cut this deep before.. sorry if I'm asking too many questions 😅

@Raylu149084 Yeah, it does bleed like crazy- but I promise it won't bleed tomorrow

@Nyku_b I've got work tomorrow 😭. Hopefully all will be good! It did bleed a lot though

@Raylu149084 Good! Justo leave it there, tomorrow let the wound breath and that's it!

@Nyku_b Thank you! I wrapped it up real goo!

@Raylu149084 THATS COOL THO!! Just put a bandage for 1 day and it's going to heal on its own

#shtwt I got baby beans!

#selfharm it did bleed a fair bit (had this weird drop thing - dunno what it's called)