Suhaniiii

Two months ago I thought I hit rock bottom but I was so wrong I’m in a deeper pit today

Ralph Waldo Emerson gives some gentle advice to his daughter...

Weekend started with paranthas and a pep talk to myself

Where does the loop even break??

Today’s good weather is about to go wasted. Hate it.

No matter what’s happening in my life, my nails will always be well painted 💅 If they’re ever chipped, I’m falling apart

Is this just forever now??

Trying my best, doing everything right still ending up in the dark. Wake up looking for light, find myself more lost. Feels meaningless, like I’m stuck in a loop.

Reading books is dangerous because books slow the mind down enough to notice how unnatural modern society actually is.

In case you forgot, we live on a planet where lightning turns sand into glass, dolphins give each other names, the ocean glows in the dark, and rain has a scent before it falls. You stand here with a beating heart, a steady moon above, and a world quietly, absurdly beautiful.

2nd time, still loyal, still screaming. Always RCB 🫶

9 am is life’s official “no turning back” time.

Good weather should never go wasted.

I’ve started forgetting things Just not the ones I should be forgetting

You sensed that you should be following a different path, a more ambitious one, you felt that you were destined for other things but you had no idea how to achieve them and in your misery you began to hate everything around you. ~Dostoevsky 😭😭😭

No bliss in my life, onli rage

Too aware for the world that runs on “don’t think too much”

Ignorance is a bliss but I can’t unsee what I see

Cleaning my room and sitting at a clean desk makes it feel like my life is figured out even though it’s just one corner of chaos that’s sorted

I am physically sick of thinking about things I can’t control.