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@yuricomer it's a responsibility of mine to get better and learn to live with it (mental illness in general) for myself because like. i wasn't always as lucky as i am now. i didn't always have these resources. that's also another reason why dean is so dear to me

@yuricomer i see it more as. okay i know i have this thing. i have a support system and a therapist and all the resources in the world to do research on it and know and understand more about it. so it's for myself. not making it other people's problem's a bonus lol also the last part. yeah.

i'd never blame dean for anything ever because imagine being so small yourself and you have the life of your brother in your hands who's even smaller than you. and for some reason every force in the universe is out to get him. i'd also be a resource guarding dog about it

@captncunty LMAO i'm on s5 so it took me a google research and a few seconds to get this joke

@duringthebite red meat on blumhouse 🥀

if sam and dean were in a saw trap sam would die first and dean would find a way to kill himself but the twist would be a) sam's not actually dead but now dean is b) sam's dead and dean's test is revealed to be forced to live with that. he's trapped and unable to kill himself

@yuricomer yeah like. love that no one is questioning that

@duringthebite I love we all know Dean’s first reaction would be to kill himself 😭

@yuricomer for me to see dean being completely woobified or villainized😭

@yuricomer it's actually really sweet that you got diagnosed because of dean <3 yeah i think even if we're mentally ill i believe we have the responsibility to work on it to learn to live with it but we also deserve understanding and support during it and. that's why it's personally hell+

@yuricomer OMGGG FELLOW BPD DEAN TRUTHER HI. and yeah like i'm never gonna go "wtf are you doing to My guy" to people's faces and try to take their joy out of fandom. i'll just complain about it on my account. there's a compromise and it's me respecting but still complaining on my corner

@duringthebite You’re so real about the being written in the character part like I respect others hc but personally I can’t headcanon something if I don’t see it in canon which brings me to my fav Dean hc (Dean has BPD!!!!) and it ties back into what we were talking about earlier

there are so many tweets in my drafts that i feel like will get me killed but also like. your honour omfgggg who caresss like c'mon

@samdeansamcest of course <3

@duringthebite Pls. Please tag me when you post this. PLEASE

sometimes i wonder if i'm being too edgy while writing dialogue then i remember the i won't sell you for smokes line and. it gets a chuckle out of me

@moonescente it's so fun to take the Most tortured guys ever and put them in a torture device. it's so fun

@duringthebite so basically what the show is

@yuricomer LMAO the bisexual part. personally i don't see it but i respect it like i'll enjoy queer hcs if it's in written in character. i can see him as a guy with a severe case of internalized homophobia/biphobia

@duringthebite My favorite thing about Dean is that he’s flawed like why do people baby him? That guy is fucked up bc of trauma 100% AND he is also a grown man who can grow and learn (the bisexual part tho… i mean if the shoe fits)

@shinybrainworms i haven't posted anything yet but i'll birth this baby in a few days <3 it's a bit from this fic x.com/i/status/20336…

@duringthebite do u have posted fics / an ao3 acc ,,? asking for a friend (・_・?)

@samolestings LMAOO your name and this tweet is sending me. also thank you <3 i just make a lot of uncomfortable/weird jokes about my own stuff so here i was like. is this Me talking or dean talking. because i want it to be dean talking

@duringthebite sam molesting ? Im here. Also Never ever say that. ur dialogue is great he would literally say that💗💗💗💗

@alesonnxd my beautiful son stray i'm about to birth in a few days x.com/i/status/20336…

@duringthebite What fic is this 😭

@flyskinnin sam and dean no more lies (but that's also a lie) winchesters

@duringthebite sam and dean its been 34 years we're not going anywhere lets give up on hating eachother winchesters

he's lying to me & i'm lying to him 😭

@rottingoncanon oh it's EXACTLY like that

@duringthebite Like romeo and juliet kinda shit

@auldlangroom ME TOOOO

@duringthebite BEAUTIFUL i cant wait i 🩷 suicidal sam

@IgIneedAnAcc this is so tasty because i've been mostly thinking about it through comedic lenses. looking at the mirror and seeing your brother. so so sad. love it

@duringthebite I’d have loved an angsty ep (like body swap when Sam is detoxing), but Dean hitting his head is a need. Now that I think abt it, I’d explore body swap but one dies still swapped, the other has to live for a while in the body of his bro, keeping it alive bcs only thing left of him

some bangers from my drafts

@brotherdivorce YEAH I THOUGHT ABOUT IT!!!!! maybe he doesn't wake up immediately after every time sam dies but he wakes up to the same day when he kills himself. but to get to that point and find out that fact he has to go through horrible grief and suicidal ideation before he does it like

@duringthebite Last one is an immaculate fic idea

@auldlangroom it's almost finished i even posted the tags of it a few days ago!! i'll post it in a few days <3 x.com/i/status/20336…

@duringthebite i hope yu post the fic if yu finish it 😇 i would love to read it hehe