yo bitchass

when did you get so mean

tried to change you but you changed me

yo do i fr want to marry this person

call me a cow farmer the way i milk out his dick

my birthday ✅ 4th of july ✅ his birthday ✅ thanksgiving ✅ new years ✅ valentine’s day 🔜

i’ve spent all night crying, but i text you “hope you’re having fun:)”

sometimes i think about you, when i remembered how kind you were, and how you listened to me. you never thought i was over dramatic, you cared.

i pray one day i’ll look back to this time, and be thankful that i never gave up

i hate that you’re out having the time of your life and i’m not there

the constanturge to get better and prove to everyone that i'm nota failure vs the Urge to get worse and prove to everyone i am suffering.

when somebody asks why i am the way i am so i start explaining to them how everyone i ve ever loved has let me down

I always wished for someone who'd be afraid to lose me. But how could anyone fear losing me, when all l ever showed was that I'd stay no matter how they treated me.

then i start to think about how everyone’s lives would be better off without me

i grew up always being on mute

this close to just killing myself

i hate myself

now he always takes his phone out to take pictures of me

then he became so sweet and caring, my caretaker

“you’re THE girl”

give you my word and you take it and run