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Niall Horan on the feelings he still sits with following Liam Payne’s passing: “[…] I just haven’t wrapped my own head around it. It’s a weird thing to be going through at 30-something. That someone two weeks older than you can just be here today, gone tomorrow.” via The Tommy Tiernan Show

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Niall Horan on the media coverage and judgement online surrounding Liam Payne and his passing: “I have to say, after I made the mistake of turning it on (the news) the first time- cause that, when I first turned it on, it was the shock. The fans, you know, on the TV, people that had worked with us doing interviews… It was all of that stuff, and then… Like, I just remember going, no, I’m not- I’m not doing that. I can’t go any further than this because I’ve got a funeral to go to, and things like that. I can’t be like, worrying about what they’re going to say next. Cause like, I have my own grief to deal with. Like, how am I gonna deal with this? […]. All that stuff is kind of irrelevant to me cause I’ve, like, I also have memories. Like I’ve… I wanna think about him in that way then, rather than the crap they’re gonna talk.” via The Tommy Tiernan Show

Niall Horan on the feeling of shock following Liam Payne’s passing: “Yeah, I think, still, just, really looking down at your phone and- That’s shock. And like, then stupidly turning on Sky News, and then going… And then the next channel, CNN and BBC […]. And the whole world was talking about it like it’s… It’s the biggest breaking news on the planet at that minute […]. I was in the pictures with him on Sky News. I found that… very weird. Well, your man’s beside me. It’s him, there. You know, that’s… That’s a strange one. I don’t think I’ve like, don’t think I’ve gotten my head around it at all, really. As I said, I’ve known- I shared a room with him at one of those stages at the X Factor. Like, I’ve known him since I was 16 years old. And all of a sudden he’s 32, and… you know. I also just like, kept thinking of his little son and… things like that.” via The Tommy Tiernan Show

Niall Horan reflecting on the passing of Liam Payne: “I knew he’d had a couple of issues, but I wasn’t- Because I wasn’t around him like I was previous years; all the time, I didn’t realise to what extent or anything like that. I knew there was some stuff going on, but I wasn’t aware of the depth. And then you go through how, why, the stages of grief that I probably really haven’t like, touched the sides on yet. You know, I grew up with this fella, and all of a sudden just… it’s no more. It’s just such a strange thing. And then you go through like, what could I have done if I had known more? Should I have dug more into it? Like, could I have talked to other people to get an angle on us? Like, you go through all sorts of stuff and- Cause I’d seen him the couple of weeks previous and I was a bit, kinda like, Jesus… Yeah…” via The Tommy Tiernan Show

Niall Horan on his experience finding out Liam Payne had passed away: “Shock was definitely the first thing. I was playing a gig in Buenos Aires about two weeks previous, and he was in Buenos Aires for some reason, and we met up. We had a chat, he came around to my hotel room in the daytime and we had a coffee, and then he came to the gig […]. He was in the dressing room before, and then… you know, came to the show. Jeez, it was great to see Liam. Tour ends then. I finished in Colombia, then about a week later went home […]. And then I was just at home one night, don’t know what day of the week it was, can’t remember. And (I) just looked down at my phone […]. I was just about to go to sleep and you know, the phone lights up and you have a look. One last look. And I was… just… pure… shock.” via The Tommy Tiernan Show