☆ muu of shedtwt ☆

i don't think i'll ever feel like a real girl but if i transitioned i don't think i could ever feel like a real boy. it's weird.

i was doing well socially for the first time in my life before i relapsed into my ED in january and im slowly losing all of that. lol. lmao even.

i know my eating disorder is really wearing away at who i am as a person because why am i considering starting to vape just for the appetite suppressant effects when i actively find vaping/nicotine use incredibly offputting.

i ate half a 2 layer chocolate cake and an entire tube of hichews this morning i need to lock in

watching link click cause one of my tumblr mutuals recommended it to me like three years ago and i need something to watch before bed so i dont go insane. its pretty good so far.

@sunrotted FOUR LOKO PREGAME IS SO PEAK

i looove four loko nghhhh

pros of job: money. easier to not eat if im working. cons of job: getting a job is annoying. it would cut into my doomscrolling twitter and cutting and jerking off time.

forgot i got these a few weeks back i know what tonights craft is gonna be

my fullname is claude do you know how many claude ai jokes i have to put up with. everytime i introduce myself to someone new theres a 25% chance they say “like the ai?” i can’t do this anymore.

the concept of people not constantly worrying about bmis and weight and stuff is insane to me

ACCIDENTALLY OPENED A PICTURE OF MY OOMFIES CUTS WITH MY BEST FRIENDS YOUNGER BROTHER BEHIND ME IN THE CAR THANK GOD HE WAS WATCHING INSTAGRAM REELS OR SOMETHIGN THAT WAS SO CLOSE

i gave up on transitioning and now everyone around me is transitioning and its going so well for them im happy for them of course but this has to be some sort of psychological torture

sometimes i feel like that one song from repo! the genetic opera about having horrible genetics. it's not even like my parents have particularly bad genetics i just got the worst of both worlds.

i may be gaining weight but at least i can donate blood now? i guess?

@valberrychiffon the cope is so hard the hat is giving this

nono she still is beautiful its ok its ok

@elifagjah i wouldn’t reccomend startingto vape because you’re so young + it’s suchh an expensive habit but im not yr mom so if you do PLEASE DONT TRUST SOME RANDOM PERSONS PLUG!!! if you don’t have a friend or a trusted friend of a friend who can vouch for a plug do NOT trust them!!

guys how do i get the confidence to ask around in school 4 a plug i know ppl vape but im fucking shy 😣😣😣

@halfofalemon tomato cheeto

STOLE THIS FROM OOMF,,,, PLEASE GUYS DO MY INTERACTION BAIT

i only rlly speak english in my day to day life so whenever i say im bilingual i feel like a larper even though up until middle school my education was almost entirely in spanish

@valberrychiffon there’s some joke to be made about an easter egg hunt

heh jackpot 🤤