Lucico🎀露西可

#Reverse1999 #charon A wild 🥀 spotted

Ahdhshsb im gonna cry Edgar you're so cute and perfect and fuwhdhwjdhs im dead. The va omg... They made you sound so kind, just shoot me already. 艾格你一定要幸福啊.. 你是一個軟軟萌萌的小蛋糕.....一定要開心啊 -！ 太太太愛你了

edgar in anniversary art :D

The Arcanists in a Nutshell | Enigma featuring: Vertin, Marcus, & Simone #Reverse1999 #重返未来1999 #リバース1999 #리버스1999

【中国版八周年イラスト】

great things happening in vertin's suitcase #reverse1999

identity #Reverse1999 #charon

Enigma the spinning TOP

쇼핑잔뜩했어 ㄱㅇㅇ

我不想和你讲话了，因为我都会不知不觉的想起我们之间的距离，想起我们的关系其实如此的陌生。我没有资格去找你，我也没有资格去想你，我最好就是永远没接触过你好了.. 至少这样我可以好受一点。 都怪我有时太开心把好好的规矩给忘了，哈哈哈。。不一样都是我的错吗。 那也太棒了，真的太棒了。。。

I should stop venting on this app, it's embarrassing. But idk idrc anymore what do i have to lose. Not like doxxing would be hard haha. Tired tired tired..

Everything is easier when i just pretend im a bystander, that nothing effects me. Then i can do anything, say anything, without feeling guilty for crossing boundaries or just feeling as if i had any rights to do so in the first place.

Something like "we're not even friends. why did i talk to you?" comes up in my head, and i instantly hate myself for doing so. Haha sometimes i want to delete everything but then I'd be sad. And that would render the action meaningless.

But sometimes i forget to go by this thought process, and i do it anyways. Like talking to a person, asking someone something, or just any action in general. Then after a while when i realise how out of line i was, i start regretting it.

it dosent really help lmao. Before i do most things i always have to confirm with myself that i have the right to do that, im allowed to do that, and that what i want to do even has meaning. Most times after that tedious ritual, i back away and dont do anything

I messed up cuttinf my bangs. Damn

Its ridiculous. I really just want to find a nice place and get it over with. Endless drinking and escaping wont do any good. It never has and it never will. I just want to rest already. It's too tiring. Too terrifying.

I dont know anymore. Is my life even mine, or am i just another part of his plans? God. I see people on the road with similar silhouettes and i flinch. Im so scared of him, of his eyes and his thoughts. What a father he is, i cant even hear his voice without fear..

People are so confusing.. i dont get them. Why are they the way they are, why would they do that, why would they say that. All of it is stupid but i still want to know. Why are some people boring yet some are so interesting. Some are cute and others are bland.