stephanie

stephanie 16 pro recov trying to recover but struggling

@madisonmakesit is eat. NGL you might be in a lot of pain for a while. GI issues suck. Ive had so many embarrassing times throwing up in public. My GI issues lowk disable me at times

@madisonmakesit eat enough. TLDR: Eat through it. You most likely will go through lots of GI troubles. Talk to your doctor, i dont wanna give medical advice since everyone is different!! Its taken me over a year and a half to finally get to where I am, and I still have GI issues. All u can do

TW//Vomiting (but not on purpose) - - - I woke up with a burning fever and then for the past hour I cant stop myself from throwing up it keeps happening and I dont even have any way to get to a doctor unless I get an ambulance & unless I throw up blood im not

@terrorful79301 its a good thing some people cant form a single complex thought youre just smart

why do i do this

@madisonmakesit @cinnapastel smart! yeah and also research why bmi is bs, knowing its inaccurate might make u not wanna track it

@cinnapastel Lowkey maybe I should get parental controls for some of these apps and websites and like make one of my irls have the password for it so I cant change it or something

Might delete the bmi calculator app because realistically there's no reason for me to be obsessing over a stupid number as long as I'm healthy who cares what bmi it says I am like everyone looks different at the same bmi so it's bs It still hurts that im not at the

@madisonmakesit sorry for late response my twt notifs r off idk if i said that to u b4

@postsyncope How can you tell the difference/genuinely question help

Yay for the first day since starting recovery (this is my fourth day) I was finally able to stop myself from over exercising I cant promise it won't happen again or if ill be consistent with it but im really happy for today

@madisonmakesit I’ve noticed that too. My real voice is coaching and redirecting my ed/“toddler” voice. The ed voice will go away, but only after you stabilize at your setpoint . Your body repairs faster than your brain chemistry

Recovering is so weird because its like parenting a toddler except its myself Like here's the vision: They won't fucking stop running away from you and sit still (over exercising) They're picky as hell They throw tantrums (cry) when forced to eat smth they dont want to

if you think being overweight is medically worse than being emaciated you’re stupid and most likely fatphobic OR JUST LOUD AND IGNORANT cardiac issues from malnourishment kill more people than cardiac issues from obesity its a statistical fact GOOGLE IT

imagine you get diagnosed with schizophrenia but its actually because of your braces/fillings catching rogue radio waves

@madisonmakesit im so glad it resonated!! one person caring is all i need

This is genuinely the story of my life :( 🥹💔

@sk1nnygirlz Recovering from home is scary. Thats where I’m at right now! I have a dietitian too and all I can say is WORK WITH HER! Be honest, dont feel ashamed to let your ed talk, but also listen. Theres no point lying, i think its smarter to tell them ur ed is being loud so they can help.

@postsyncope You’re so sweet :) I will be recovering from home in a short time and I’m so nervous🥲 I will get a meal plan, nutritionist and therapist but I already know it’s gonna be so hard to push through :(

i didnt love being in treatment at the time but i wouldnt take back any of my hospitalizations or residential stay wbu

@sk1nnygirlz im glad! my dms are open if you ever have any questions or concerns about treatment places. They can be scary, but also so worth it

@postsyncope this is so reassuring

i dont like the way some of you talk about PICA and ARFID

missing princess diana

@terrorful79301 cat because u fit the mannerisms more also.. why is maureen under all ur posts

would i be a cat or dog if i was one explain why

@terrorful79301 me when my doctors want to talk about my health and not the real housewives 🫩

i tried to talk to my doctor about Hannibal but all she wanted to talk about was my poor health